Oh look at her in her blue dress
thrills of silk draping her thighs
if only I was not the mad hatter
and my teeth did not chatter without her

If I wake from her side
oh god I would rather die
my love my Alice sleeps
and by her side I will keep

She knows not that I a more then I seem
for her this is just a beautiful dream
oh I want to tell her
I want to uncover my all

I hope she does not **** her pants
with her angel of romance
and I dance
as my love Alice does sleep

See my wings protect her
she will never ever come to harm
and I will hold her and shield her
from all and sundry

My love my love
all the stars do not compare with your beauty
I am in wonderland with you
I love you and all that you do

Alice wake now
see me and know me
see the blood I have shed
but know I love you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My mother was right
she told me this is not a safe place
I talk to the dark eyes
knew in her eyes this was real

I did what I had to
killed and killed and killed
blood on my hands
but I come home

Oh yes I am sick
so ******* sick
but I never fold
**** me if I ever fold

Oh sweet Jesus I am cold
cold as the arctic winds
and I never fold
for I always win


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She will blow soon
her heart of all explosions
she will burn and materialistically mane
mad sadness her middle name

Set the table
yes set the twelve
let play the lamb
lets see how far the ******* go

Sorry but I am not that one
oh you wan at game know my name
I was never one of you
and god by her never will be

I was made not born
and I am her baby
her warrior
and loyal friend

I fight for her
I would die for her
and I know
I know I will

My love
her power
my love
never ending love

Yes I am still ticking
and not like a finger licking chicken
nor a ward of madness
just of the dark and sadness



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

There she lays my love my love
she is on her back and kissing me
her tongue rasping
her tail wagging

She is my black with amber eyes
a creature I can not deny
she looks at me with want
so I stroke her sleek body

She is a natural born killer
a beauty with poisonous claws
she is my ***** yum yum
a creature I do adore


By Christos Andreas kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Out of the dark she came
scars on her haul her crew in pain
all contact lost
no other vessels survived

Even her port and refill point
all gone, all dead
her last warship
her last weapon

The captain, oh come on
all know it is me
and my ship the Neon Solaris
god has nothing on her plans

Sleek and killer
beautifully wonderful
matter not the scares of war
for she is warship forever

She lives around a outer planet
cloaked in the inky black
she is my all
and her crew are loyal to me

Just a visit
from her last warship
for soon we fold space
to find our lost race

Death will scream morning
as we break our moorings
called to the deck
another battle, well what the heck

Here we go again
the last of her fleet
back to the black of forever
back in time to find our own kind


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neon Solaris

Life is not cool at all really
not when you are a alcoholic
drinking at the cold light of day
drinking to the madness of night
thinking that no one knows
no one knows of your addiction
denying to yourself and others
that you really do have a problem

There is always a reason or way
that you convince people, hell not anymore you say
but you know you can do what you want
because you are always so ****** drunk
just look at the crafty ways you have
hiding those bottles and cans
thinking no one knows
yet all around you, they all understand

They see you for what you are
another head always in a whiskey jar
always ****** as a ****
but hey, it's for your art
yet knowing deep deep down
that this drug is tearing you apart
but you will carry on and on, you understand
hiding those bottles and cans


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Love Crazy
The drive inside can drive you crazy
real life becomes a bit lackadaisical
and you struggle to get on with life
when you know you have that spiritual wife

She is my light, my time of silver
made this world again a reality
I have got my wings back to fly
now from her love I am in heaven

Never such a love like this
she is the kiss of my summer winds
and god, do I love her
I love her with a passion

What can I say
what can this warrior say
I say I cast my sword down
for love from her is all I want

Yes it's gone **** up
blown out of the water
but all I can say is
I am love crazy


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris