It burns within, that fire
that passion of a true poet
I know my kin are wonder children
and I truly love them

Yet I need to take it a stage further
break the rules and conquer
star light star drive
is the passion of a true poet

I want to be your lover
and that ******* hater
with no shame I mean to show you
the true passion of a poet

Oh yes I know it hurts
I sometimes cry as I write
but I love her like I love me
with the passion of a true poet


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My visions of you are still fresh
I remember smelling and kissing your sweet flesh
I remember the closeness of our bodies
and how innocently I used to love you

If I only had more time
I would truly right the past
my faults and my stupidity
do mark all my mistakes

By the seasons with no reason really
I walked away
I had no faith in true love
and now I am broken

In my winter I met you
by spring I made love to you
our summers were hot
and our autumns fell in tragic tears


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

As seven cities did fall
and the knowledge was lost forever
all those books all that ancient prescriptions
the old laws I knew so many years ago

I walk among the ruins
defending what books are left
I mean to take them with me
as dying laying by my side

In the cavern of the four winds
my own will hide my body
never to be touched
until another one of me comes along

Forever and ever
our hearts and souls
hurting and hurting
forever and ever

By my stars I will not relent
as my life is a constant battle
and I want to do it all ...  truly
is to write blood and guts poetry
in the cavern of the four winds


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I reveal my trueness when in this hyper mode
and I have to say sorry to my body
for god I do punish it
and it does not deserve it

So I call upon the tides
and fire from the skies
sweet lord my body is dying
and soon it will be half life serving

I will feel I have let the team down, if I go now
I truly don't want my vessel to breakdown
please have mercy on me my love
for I have so much more to do

Look at me, don't turn your back on me
you love me don't you, your original storm catching
you made me did you not , then make me right
my powers are at the max, and I'm still dying


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolars

I remember when I first met her
it was like love at first sight
and I thought god I'd take her, even marry her
that was my first love sweet Claire
she was so ******* gorgeous

She was young, pretty and perfect
and goodness, I was swept off my feet
I did love her and adore her
but my life was young and stupid
and yes mistakenly stiffed her emotionally

Such a rose was she
but it was never to be
I loved her as my first love
and jealously I did covet her
I even gave her one of my stars Rea

Oh foolish fool most profound was I
I used to beat myself around
such a sweet woman
a woman I should of enjoyed
rather treating her like a toy

I want to make amends
for forgiveness is my end
as I left her high and dry
in those dark nights after leaving, I'd cry
and once or twice tried suicide


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Standing here in the silents of days
I remember all the tears
yet so much now has changed
and you Orkian deus
I mean to destroy you where you stand

I save most of true and hard
so you will not pass by me
no no my most hated nemesis
I mean to win my fighter
on my vow I will destroy you

My brothers and sisters are the faithful
and as proud warriors we mean to fight you
locked in war again
you turncoat
who I thought was a friend

Oh yes we are outnumbered
but sweet Jesus we have trained hard
and in faith will defeat you
for what is one more battle scare
this is vengeance for the children of the stars



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

My highway is blocked up
I can't even get ******
and here I am inside
writing on my own

Like a march hare on ****
I want to bust my records
but it's causing a poetic traffic jam
I just can't collate all my writes

It's a poetic traffic jam
a all out sham
and if it goes to my will
all will soon understand

The march to heaven is hard and long
but the light I see will never be gone
I mean to bring back the glory
the glory of her and my being


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris