My love for you is insurmountable
when it comes to you
my dreams are to be with you
only if just to touch you

I know I am not much of a looker
and one hell of a poetry ******
but just to be with you
and just to touch you would be bliss

I don't mean to scare you with my love
but you are my angel from above
and I want you so badly
so wanting just to touch you

Your smile turns me on
I am sure this is not wrong
that I give my soul to you
just for the privilege, to touch you


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They have no idea how to talk to me
most just keep me at a far distance
best for me better for them
in dark love, this conspiracy of silence

I am a rule breaker
a soul taker
a lord of darkness
a child of silence

I did dwell in the darkness
oh yes before your star was born
I am the dead yet living
in a conspiracy of silence

I wish you could see all of me
but time is running out
and the life I have lead
is truly a conspiracy of silence

No more puppy dog tails
no more slugs and pellets
you don't want me here
and boy do I get it


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Here come the whipping *******
in a parade with white beech in their hands
leathers fast against skin
tears bitter bleeding within

Hear the whimpers of sadness
her sweet moans as she suffers
she bites her lip as she comes
in her hot cruel flagellation

Her milky white thighs quiver
with goose bumps she starts to shiver
and thinks to her sweet self
I so need to be ****** by a man

Yet she is married to god
just like me
in her cruel flagellation
just like me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

What was the crime
for this poorly lion
why this zoo prison
probably caged for life

Look at them all
look at the apes
they look broken and forlorn
even some in captivity were born

Oh god the birds
are not birds supposed to fly
but no way in those cages
our feathered friends caged for life

Yet what breaks my heart the most
it's seeing the majestic dolphins
the price fish for their liberty
living in a giant goldfish bowl

Give them all back their freedom
protect there natural habitats
for no crimes did these creatures commit
yet here they are.... caged for life


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Cupid still uses his arrows
yet now has other weapons of love
so where he can't get a arrow fixed
he's started sending it via the internet

Just look and see how many he hits
users falling everywhere
I have myself been hit once or twice
yet I have always pulled his arrows out of my heart

Yes, correspondence from cupid
that possibly will turn you love stupid
he's crafty and never gives up on a hunt
beware dear reader, try to be out to lunch
arrows he has in plenty
your name could be on one in the bunch



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Cascading from the skies they come
the little green and grey men
coming from the outer worlds
just to make crop circles again

Now call me sceptical
even call me critical
but they come all that way
just to make crazy crop circles

Why don't they just take some seeds
all the bleeding seeds they need
than fly back to their planetary homes
and just leave our ****** farmers alone


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They come to say goodbye
yet his corpse can not speak
in the attic they will find all his works
his band tapes and confession in poetry

It was his countdown to freedom
his escape clause so refined
one that he made
so many years ago

He left a note that no tear should be shed
for this being is actually never dead
just time to dress
and into another human being

Each life is his countdown
a thread to his freedom
this is their time to say goodbye
as this entity never dies


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris