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Chris Thomas Sep 2020
Echoes have grown quieter
Raindrops on the tin roof have grown softer
And daybreak feels like just the sequel to night

Patience has grown thinner
Vultures have grown bolder, and hungrier
And I find myself starting to sprout wings

I used to speak with a fraction of compassion
I used to smile with a tinge of yellow
I used to sleep with the promise of sweeter dreams

But now, the reality is,
Nothing makes me happy anymore,
Not even sadness.

And mired in that realization,
I am losing all sense of color
And by tomorrow, I may awake as pallid as the moon
Chris Thomas Sep 2020
I am astray, again
Or asunder, one of the two
These broken, branching, pathways
Have a knack for leading back to you
I am astray, again
Or softly spoken, one of the two
These broken, branching, pathways
Speak in whispers that sound like you
I am astray, still
Or forgotten, one of the two
These broken, branching, pathways
Have never erased my love for you
Chris Thomas Sep 2020
There are depths of him
That will never see the light of day
The best of intentions only dig deeper
The seeds he plants only wither and decay

"My undoing" says the poet,
"Is the pity behind my personae,"
"The faults lie at my doorstep,"
"An eternity away from utopia."

He will never declare peace with his pieces
No matter how many wars he has waged
He will never surrender to his demons
Never unlock the key to his cage

"But the true culprit of the caper," says the poet,
"The orchestrator of this somber symphony,"
"The dastardly villain behind the hideous mask,"
"Will always....be me...."
Chris Thomas Aug 2020
She is the lightning to my thunder
The one behind all my wonder
The gentle beauty to my erratic
The infallible melody to all my static
She is the patience to my haste
The kiss forever cemented in its taste
The mainland to my unsteady sea
The passion behind my every plea
She is the story I'm never erasing
The dream I will never stop chasing
The morning I want to wake up to
The lover I want to make love to
She is the compass to my misdirection
The light behind my dark reflection
The gravity when I'm drifting away
And the home where I want to stay
Chris Thomas May 2020
I am falling through a nightmare
Now that you're not there
To catch me anymore
I am slipping into darkness
Now that I am no longer your mess
To save drifting out from shore

I am dreading my own reflection
All these mirrored imperfections
Burning a hole through me
I am pleading for forgiveness
Now that I am no longer your mess
To pull out of this careless sea

I am falling through a nightmare
Now that you're not there
To catch me anymore
I am slipping into darkness
Now that I am no longer your mess
To save drifting out from shore
Chris Thomas Jan 2020
Days removed from the womb
And they tell you that you have your father's eyes
Your brother's hair
And your mother's fiery disposition

Years down the road
And they tell you that the sky has lost its color
And speak, ad nauseum, of how your fate is entwined
With that of only the fairest of maidens

Pattering feet thunder down the hallway
As serendipity bleeds from eye to cheek
And nothing, no one, of this world
Can exhaust its endless supply

At the midpoint of what textbooks describe only as 'crisis'
Is where motion and emotion collide
And everyone, even the fairest of maidens
Run screaming back to the safety of castle walls

Then, almost as swiftly as life began
Oxygen starts to taste poisonous on an unfurled tongue
As pupils contract, ****, wouldn't father be proud
Of a son who sees what he only wants to see

Then come the grains of truth in the fairy tale
The ones so fine, that you would need a microscope
While tomorrow feels more like a curse
And the blessings, have taken flight and left the nest

Here at last, I feel at peace with the war I've waged
And sunsets don't seem as violet as the violence I've left behind
My mother's fiery disposition
Now simply ashes swept away by eastward winds
Chris Thomas Jan 2020
Without a vestige of sanity left
Seems I have succumbed to the space between
The space between what is warm, and what is frigid
The space between what is fixed, and what is broken
The space between what is real, and what is figment

Without a vestige of brown in my eyes
Seems I have succumbed to the space between
The space between what is white, and what is black
The space between what is subtle, and what is manifest
The space between what is merely past, and what is prologue

Without a vestige of love left in my heart
Seems I have succumbed to the space between
The space between what causes a smile, and what causes a tear
The space between what floats, and what sinks
The space between what is found, and what is lost
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