I'm so vulnerable.
Never been this naked.
I'm ******* scared.
Please, don't scar me.

I almost lost you
as quick as I found you.
I almost ran away
before showing you myself.
I could have kept running
and driving
and crying...
But I think I'll rip that page right out.

I'll be who I say I am.
I'll love you stronger than anyone.
I am different...and I am so sorry.

Sometimes I think
that I'm doing you a favor ...
running away
/a selfless act of freeing you of me/
...but now I see that is more selfish than

anything.

I am scared of everything but
I won't let that steal my adventure.
No...
I'll never let it take me away.

Boy...
Was I wrong.
All I ever really needed was

to be loved...

O, the flow rolls
like the way our bodies do.
You look at me,
I look at you.

This is so much more than touch.
Your hands are on my body but
I feel them on my love.

I am drunk
and my lips are numb.



But for once, my feelings aren't.

I've been living in a day dream...
Except exchange day for 'night' and dream for 'mare'.
I almost pulled out every ******* hair...these last 3 years.
The war is over.
THE WAR IS OVER.
The war on drugs...
I am clean.
I am free.
I am me.
Finally.