Every night Words I can’t even understand At max volume The lights left on As I roll over You shake me awake Now I have nothing To use to decide If I’m making the right decision
Almost a week since I’ve picked them up I could be on the path Of being clean Yet everyday it eats at me I don’t remember how I’ve ignored it Maybe today is the day I take the steps backwards
I have always said this Since as long as I remember “I’m a **** up” I make mistakes all the time As you accuse me of Doing them on purpose I question whether there mistakes Or just me Maybe this is how I will always be
I can’t take it seriously enough I’m so bad at this Why can’t I just time it right My mind loses Track of numbers so fast Yet I still can remember to smile So you can feel better