you fear the moon
and i fear the sun.
you fear the darkness,
and i fear everyone.

Thoughts that don't go together
It smelled like summer
May air everywhere
Can we stay like this forever?
You are mine
There is no speaking
Only feeling
Body and soul.
You held my heart
And it wasn't pretty
A sea of scarlet
A pile of mush
A bent up heart
Still beating.
We are a storm
You are an ocean
I am a swimmer
No match for your power
You carry me away
Swallow me whole
Until I cannot breathe
Cannot sleep
Cannot live
Outside of you.
The eye of the storm came
And I had a chance to leave
I was thrown onto the shore
Given a chance to turn away
I look you in the eye
The vastness of your blue, green, gray, spectacular--
I look at your waves
Starting to grow
Fierce
Violent passion
Is it a risk I'm willing to take?
The dark water comes closer
And I know that if I follow
I will not come back
And I beg you with my eyes
"Push me in,
Push me in."

Rubber bands, rubber bands
pull them back and they burn my skin
but isn't it better
than digging in?

Number One
i kissed you in a ditch
and you liked it
you tried to take me in the woods
i didn't like that

Number Two
you kissed me in front of two hundred people
and i liked it
i didn't let you **** me in your bed
you didn't like that

Number Three
you kissed me in your bed
and we liked it
number two found out
he didn't

can you please go away?
i don't need you
you aren't who i want
but you slam into my mind
at the most inconvenient of times
and i remember all we had
lost in a limbo of
memories
of when i was living
in your spider's web

violet
wrists
tell stories
no one wants
to hear

he looks at her
and she recoils
her bright, nervous eyes
scanning his body
as if she has a
test on it
and she must memorize.
she takes shallow breaths,
teeny, tiny breaths
unable to bring the air
back to her lungs
she doesn't want this
but what can she do
but agree
in exchange for love?
he does not smile
with his eyes
instead he falls down on her
causes her pain
and she closes her eyes
in grief
as he takes her away