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Charlotte Jan 2013
Paper bones form paper hearts
Cut out with child-sized scissors
And winter days are here to stay
Her heart is covered in blizzards

No one can help her
Because no one knows
Why her heart is beating
Amongst heavy snows

Fragile is as fragile does
And she certainly takes the cake
Metaphorically, of course, because
Literally would be a mistake

Paper hearts form paper dreams
Never to jump off the page
And she can't seem to jump at all
Her body has become a cage

Not losing weight, just losing time
At least that's how it seems
She's smashing mirrors and smashing plates
Thrown in a pile of smashed dreams

Paper dreams form concrete thoughts
Of ending it all one day
In fact, why later, why not now?
She doesn't have a reason to stay

Can't run, can't walk, can't nothing but sleep
Can't scream, can't cry, can't nothing but keep
Empty while her body is begging but she can't eat
To live at all is an enormous feat
Never leaving her alone until she sleeps

Endless sleep forms paper dreams
Of people and things she'll never see
As paper thin as her naked form
Her pale skin threatening to pop hipbones free

Hair is falling, teeth are yellow
As she kisses the cold, hard metal
Skeletal figure stumbles forward
This plan is turning fatal

She begs her paper heart to beat no more
She begs for her release
"My paper bones formed paper dreams,
I wish to be deceased."

This endless winter has to stop
This never ending quest to be thin
Slender hands and hollow cheeks
Drenched in her red sin
Charlotte Jan 2013
It's true she has expensive taste
Covered in designer from head to feet
But they say she's a cheap date
Because she'll never ******* eat
Charlotte Jan 2013
you
we couldn’t stay that way forever
it’s what I wanted
more than anything
but it would be asking
you
and me
to remain the same
and who could promise that?
we can’t get it back
too many things have happened
but we can go forth together
can’t we?
can we learn to love that way?
all these years
so close
and yet
i still feel the may air
i feel it more than the june air
or the october air
or january
i know we are infinite
the way i know your hands
and your face
and voice
in you i see me
in your eyes i see my
future
in your whispers i hear my
past
and in my heart
i feel my present
pumping away
Charlotte Jan 2013
Would you think that I was worth it
Now?
Many fights later
Many years too late
Would you do what you did then
Now?
I don’t owe you anything
But I’m sorry
Sorry
sorry/sorry/sorry/sorry/sorry/
Endings hurt
and I took your “Hope” away
One day in May
When I decided who I am
Now
I’m not sorry
When it was him or you
I picked me
And that meant him too
No longer you
But was it really ever you?
I guess we’ll never really know
But I guess we know who we are
Now
To tell you the truth
he was always more than a shadow
I hope you miss me

*******
Charlotte Jan 2013
You
aren’t
worth
a piece
of
paper

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