She walks into school
It starts again
The shaking
it rips through her like a wave
She hears the sound of voices
In the busy crowded hallway
But yet she can't make out what the others are saying
She thinks all eyes are on her
Everything is just one big blur
She can hear laughing
She automatically thinks it is directed at her
She waits in the girl's bathroom
Likes she does every morning
For the hallways to be clear
Then she comes out
wipes her tears away
And heads to class
still Shaking
Because of her anxiety.

When we met,
I had a feeling
That you were the one
Every time you kiss me,
That feeling comes back
You are my zing
when you gave me that necklace
and you said that I was the one
For you,
I was speechless.
Because your my everything and my zing

I tear myself open
just to feel
when no one talks to you,
they don't care
its the only things that seems real
I would reach out, if I dared
If I dared to go down that path
When no one reaches back
They simply just stare
They'll be your friend
For a day or two
But in the end
They never cared about you
Just move on
Get a life
they said
but I have tried and have failed
it's back to the knife.