I see her tears falling,
and I feel how much in pain
she is upon looking at
her sad, sadder and
saddest face.

She's got raccoon eyes,
so deep and sad, sadder
and saddest eyes.

I could feel what her heart
is saying,
I could feel every beat of
the sound it makes,
And I feel so sad, sadder
and very, very sad for her.

I looked at her,
And her face is so familiar,
Then I was back to my senses
and realized that
all I see is me.

A song always plays on my mind,
But I forgot the melody of it
Only the lyrics stayed behind
And I feels so weird about it.

It doesn't happen all the time,
This even is the first time.

I kept on pressing the piano's keys,
Hoping that I'd hit the right notes,
But I still failed, I failed.

Then I tried to play on the guitar,
But it got worse, it's even harder
than what I thought.

But God knows I once heard of this song,
From a lover I knew for so long,
But I just forgot the melody,
I could not remember,
It's now buried in my forgotten memory.

I'll just play another song.

I sit here. And you?

                                     You sit there,

away from my sight,
smelling only your scent
diffusing in the air.

And the silence grows everyday,
keeps on destroying,
keeps on ripping the love
once we thought was true,
the love we kept on hoping
to exist forever.

But now,
I'm sitting here, and you?


                                                          ­   You're sitting there,

getting more far
where I can no longer see
even your shadow.
And your scent,
it's fading this time.

Now I stay in silence,
becoming deaf,
now I'm deaf,
caused by the loud silence
that enters my mind so deep.

Now I can't even hear
the beat of my heart.
But glad I could feel it,
I could still feel it
thumping slower, and slower,
but slower.

And now I'll live in silence,
forever.

I'm a maze master,


                     yet, haven't found



my way





                                      o
                ­                
                          u



                                 ­               t.

I stay in the corner,




bending on my knees



crying.

Nothing makes me feel more secured with your loving embrace.

You rocked back and forth
Looking at the stars from your
90 year - old door.

You're three years older
Than your creepy old - styled house,
And yet you're alone.

Nobody visits,
They don't even seem to care,
Yes, nobody does.

You're old and weak now,
Always rocking back and forth
on your rocking chair.

When people pass by
They show that weird, awkward stare,
Then you start to glare.

You're old and weak now,
And you have a heart disease,
No one dares to help.

Poor old man, you are
Left  with nothing but your wealth,
Just your worthless wealth.

I would want to help,
If I were just your neighbor,
I will help yourself.

I                 j umped
               j
            j,      




                                                w
                                           e
                                      l
                                 f
                        I




To follow the footsteps of you.

Ooooooops!




My heartbeat is unstable,



                       would you be my remedy?

You strum the guitar strings,


                             but they just got broken.

Nobody remembered,


                                                   ­  It's my birthday today.



I guess I'll just sing a lonely birthday song for myself,





Then on my bed I'll lay




                                      'till I
                                              f
                                             a
                                              l
                                              l
                                                 as(zzzzzz)leep.

They're flesh were rotten,
They've got brittle bones,
They drank a cup of coffee
That they always liked cold.
But as they drank, they both smiled
Reminiscing the old days,
When they were still young lovers
The memories they can't erase.


They're dead now, but still together,
inside a cave of stone,
Where Mr. and Mrs. Smith
became walking skeletons.
They have no flesh, have no eyes
and no more teeth but they still smile,
Mr. and Mrs. Smith still love each other
Though they're more than senile.

I saw you



but just pretended



that I did not.

You sometimes think
you're the best,
Too bad you do not know,
How long you still have to run,
How long you must still go.

You boast, too proud,
Your big mouth eats yourself
Feeling the best among the others,
outstanding among the rest.

One day you went to a battle,
Unprepared but confident,
For you think you can handle
Any kind of events.

But now that you have suffered,
I hope the lessons you have learned.
You still have a long way to go,
Still a long way to go.

You're the understudy,
waiting to be the star
who'd shine brightly
like the original main character.

You wait at the backstage,
Chanting the lines with her,
As she performs in the theater
Where she's being adored.

But one day, if you keep
on dreaming,
The spotlight would be yours,
Just keep on believing
The spotlight would be yours.

It's odd and messy,
So colorful but did not compliment.
You spent sleepless nights
Just to finish this work of art.
You made this for our anniversary,
And yet, I joked around and
laughed at it 'cause it's so different,
too colorful and kinda weird.
Then, I gave you my sweetest
'thank you' kiss. :)

I'm your friend,
(not special)
but everyday I'm with you.

I've got few minutes left,



and my clock went dead.

You asked me a question,
I kept silent for seconds,
Thinking what to answer,
My ears rang again.

My heart beat faster,
You asked this question before,
And my answer was a lie,
Yes, I lied.

Your voice, it's calm but cold,
Wishing to hear the truth that's untold.

My tears, they're about to burst,
When you made me feel like
you wanna be quenched from thirst,
Thirst from the truth and of the reasons untold,
With this you told me you'll be consoled.

I lie,
I lied
and still I have to lie.
For I know, the truth will have your heart die.
But the thing is I don't remember
What I answered you the last time.

If I'll keep silent for a very long time,
I know you'll be wondering why.
But, if I'll speak, what if
I'll tell you stuffs that won't coincide
To the the reasons I told you
from the last time?

I was almost dead,
I'm dead and
I will be dead,
If truth would be uttered out of my mouth,
'cause I know you can't bare what you'll hear,
And would decide to leave me just as I fear.



I spoke, and again, I lied.

Maybe today, you're
one step ahead of me.

And tomorrow, this is
what it still would be.

But I promise you one day,
One day with my own two feet,
Through my determination and practices,
I'll go far better than you.


And this time, you'll be the one
chasing me.

As he waits for the school bell to ring
He counts from ten down to one.
Looking at the clock near the widow pane
Excitedly he fixes his stuffs on his side.

He then grabs his backpack when clock strikes five
And hastily runs at the corridor side
To wait for the angel of his life
Who he secretly fantasizes in the inside.

At the moment he hears the door creek,
He fixes himself and lean on the red brick
To have a glance on the beautiful chick
That he got attracted to since last 7 weeks.

Down to earth his heart melts
With the stunning beauty of his angel
And the smile, that beautiful smile of hers
Brought himself in the paradise he longed for a long time.

But one day, on the same place
and at the same time,
The angel of his dreams did not appear before his eyes,
And that made him wonder why
His angel is out of his sight.

He waited for a couple of hours,
But, she, never he'd seen,
He decided to go home,
He just went home.

But while on his way he passed by a store,
Went inside and bought a drink,
Shocked as he is, he began to cry,
When he saw the dead person's picture on the
newspaper's headline.




She truly became an angel in another life...

I went out to look for stars



                                              but...



­...it rained.

I was lured by the
enchanting words you told me;
you're a great tamer.

I trusted quickly
And I got fell in your trap;
I could not escape.

Now that I'm captured
I do not know what to do;
'cause I fell in love.

And I hate myself
for being in love with you;
she's the one you love.

I still remember the day we first kissed,
It was on the night of November two
New in lovers' world, we're inexperienced
Both of us did not have a single clue,
On how to do it, and on how to show it
'cause we're wis first timers in this too
But all we wished is to do it, as far as we can go.

You held my chin like in movies
My heart skipped a bit
You brought my face closer to yours
We were simply about to do it.

And when the cool wind blew in the
calmness of the night
I was back into my senses again
And that time I moved away,
Not yet ready for it to happen.

My palms were cold, as well as yours
both of us we're so shy,
we couldn't say a word and
couldn't even look at each other's eyes.

But for the second time we tried again,
Our skin became colder,
And yet we closed our eyes
and feelings grew ponder.

This time it's different,
our feelings were intense.
We could feel each other's heartbeat
This time it made sense.

At last we've already tasted the
sweetness of the lovers' kiss
On the second night of November
We finally granted our wish.

I shed my tears in that cold silent night
reminiscing the memories of you
I always wished I could still make it right
But it's too late, there's nothing I can do.
I know I broke your heart the second time
it is useless to ask for forgiveness
Even gestures like of the pantomime
could never relieve this raging sadness.
And now that you are living happily
with the new lucky woman in your life
I'd never hear you joke again wryly
'cause I'm never gonna become your wife.
And now it's time to put an end to this,
I'll just say goodbye to you with a kiss.

You're afraid to commit mistakes,
afraid to be corrected.
That's why until now you're still
a flower that never had bloomed.

You have the potential and a bright future
But you're ashamed to show the world
The gift you have inside of you,
You're being so absurd.

You're supposed to become a beautiful flower
That others would want to pick,
But it's just that you don't utter
The words you wanna speak.

Do you want to stay like that forever?
A flower that doesn't bloom.
You're still young and clever,
Don't make yourself doomed.

Reveal to the world who you really are
And you'll be molded perfectly,
Then you'll realize someday
that you've  become a shining star.

Your smile;
it gives me hope and inspiration.

Your kiss;
it makes me think of happy thoughts.

Your hug;
it comforts me when I'm in trouble.

Your love;
it motivates me to become stronger
and successful in everything
that I do.

Yes, this is all because of you.

You're my source of strength and inspiration,
my ever loving source of courage and determination.

With you my darling,
Everything is possible. :)

You bit me several times,
to give pleasure to yourself.
I always think for many
reasons, but I always ended
up with a blank stare.

I tried to escape and hide
from you, but my heart
always tells me, I must stay.

It's the battle between my heart
and my brain.
Which should I follow?

What a stupid question!

Yes, I'm so **** and stupid
'cause I know I have to
get going and run as fast
as I could since I still have
my chance to do so.

I must save myself
and forever let you go.

We both love each other
and I believe this love is true,
that's why 'till now,
I'm still holding on to you.

Many people dispute our
relationship and the saddest
part, among them is my family.
But I know for myself that
you deserve my love,
I'll cling on to you no matter
how hard they'll pull me away.

I'll keep holding on to
the promise we made.
I'll love you, you'll love me,
'till death do us part,
it's you and me against the world.

She has to go;
bags already packed,
plane ticket inside the shoulder bag,
lots of money inside the wallet,
and a their photo album in her hand.

She has to leave him for a long while;
a kiss on the lips,
they hugged as they kissed,
they shed their tears
and waved goodbye.

He has to wait for her;
a promise to each other spoken,
must not be broken,
truthful and loyal,
that must they'd be.

His heart was full of anger,
ravaging his calm and kind thoughts
for what he saw in the night sky
was indeed a painful disaster.

The roses in his hands,
they're as red as the blood
that stained on his perfumed t-shirt
when he squeezed the rose's thorns.

His lover, he saw from afar,
locked lips passionately with another man.
It was their anniversary, their third to be exact,
and his whole world was doomed.

He walked toward them,
about to punch the guy.
However, a familiar voice called
his name from behind.

He turned around with tears on
his eyes;

yes, that was her,
his lover..
The twin sister of the woman
he saw awhile ago.

Your power consumes
the weakness inside of me;
in your eyes I melt.

Your sweetness attracts
the hidden feelings I keep;
I'm losing control.

Today is the day
my love for you awakens;
Now, I'll give my all.

You carry him in your arms,
Giving love and protection.
Everyday you give him warmth,
both of you have great relation.
You show him concern that
you never showed to me,
My ego was touched by my
awakened jealousy.

Is he that important to you
for you to abandon me?
Why mother, am I not enough?
Everyday of my life I'm
suffering from the agony
Because of that dog of yours
who's more valuable than me.

Your memory is




                                   the only treasure




I'm willing to keep.

Two lovers on the tree house,
Embraced by the sun's heat,
Protected by the shadows
Two lovers there they meet.
Each day they cross the river
Climb up on that tall tree
Each day they are happy,
Like two love birds on a tree.