I grew my life in a stage,
Different characters portrayed,
Confused sometimes of the truth,
What am I really as a youth?

As the play ends, as I go,
What act to show, I don't know
Who am I really, tell me
I'm confused, please just tell me.

When the bright sun shines again,
On the stage my day begins
Again and again, not again
I'm different, I'm confused.

Hiding from the crowd
Scared to be found out
Must not be caught
By the people around.

When we're on the road
Walking holding hands
We have changing mood
Always being errand.

We were both sick of it
Our heart often skip a bit
Running in a corner again
And there we remain.

I know we're both tired
Both hearts half broken
Freedom we've desired
Hard words we've spoken.

But I'm so much thankful
I met someone like him
Each day is beautiful
Though it's half dim.

I know he's so much hurt
Of keeping this a secret
Our relationship hanging
Both emotions are dying.

But I know one day we'll be free
Free to move, free to love
One day the world will see,
Two doves flying up above.

One day the world will accept,
Our love for each other they'll respect
One day we'll be free from agony
Yes one day we will be free.

I got scolded, got debouched
For the love I had that you didn't care for.

I failed many times, gave up everything I had
For the wrong thinking that you love me too.

I adored you, prioritized things that are for you
For the thought that you're heart is mine.

I procrastinated what must've been done first,
Became stupid in the eyes of other people
For the love I thought is true.

I feel stupid, ashamed of myself
I'm so broken, so dead
So afraid to love again
With this procrastination for love,
Everyday is a dead rain.

I don't know the right words to say
Neither do I know the right things to give
But there's one thing I know...



*I love you, my heart is yours.

Good friends, that's you and I
We're together everyday and every night
We share secrets whether embarrassing or not,
But there's something you don't know..
( I LOVE YOU!)

Good friends, that's you and I
Wherever you go, I'm always with you
We share secrets whether embarrassing or not,
But there's something you don't know.
( I LOVE YOU!)

Good friends, that's you and I
Whatever you like, I like too
We share secrets whether embarrassing or not,
But there's something you don't know.
( I LOVE YOU! )

Good friends, that's you and I
You told me that you like someone,
You shared your long time kept secret
And now I won't be able to share mine.
( I LOVE YOU! )

Good friends, that's you and I
You told me you love her
You shared your long-time kept secret
My heart is broken
( 'cause I LOVE YOU! )

Good friends, that's you and I
You told me you're courting her
That's another long-time kept secret
My heart is half dead
( 'cause I LOVE YOU! )

Good friends, that's you and I
You told me she said YES
And with a big smile you hugged me
My tears about to fall
( 'cause I LOVE YOU! )

Good friends, that's you and I
I had to accept it
We're just good friends,
Never will become lovers
( but still I LOVE YOU! )

Good friends, that's you and I
But I hope someday you'll change your mind
I'm still here for you, nothing's changed
I'll be waiting
**( 'cause I LOVE YOU! )

Annoying as you think rain could be
But understand it 'cause it's for you and me
It doesn't intend to ruin your day,
Rain only wants to have fun and play.

Harder it may be for you to understand
Rain only wants to give a hand
Make your life so cool and true,
Turn the sky into gray instead of blue.

Gray may sound scary and symbolize darkness
But it is, on the other hand, signifies kindness,
For it helps you out from the heat of the sun,
Invites you outside and with your friends you run.

Run like nothing could ever make you stop
With happy faces that mark the skies above
Nothing could replace the happiness you feel,
Feeling the raindrops proves you're real.

I shower a bucket full of tears
Together with the rain these fall.
The words you speaketh hurt,
And the pain, it's hard to bear.

The memories you left,
They continueth to hunt me,
It's like I'm trapped in the past,
Jailed by my own memories.