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CG Abenis Feb 2012
In everyone's eyes I portray my image
as a saint that's never done
any bad deeds at all,
told them lies that I'm holding on
and never wanting to reveal.
They think I've never thought of fantasies
that stain the heart with sins that
most of the humans commit.
But nobody knows that
deep inside this angel whom they thought
is righteous
has a living devil that controls her
thoughts of desires and longings.

Yes I've never been ******,
but deep inside my consciousness
I've longed for it more than the
prostitutes do.
And this is what you called closer to holy?

What in the h* does it really mean?
I ain't holy, so don't call me one.
(I don't deserve it)
But don't get too far in judging me negatively
'cause I've been trying my best
to fight the evil thoughts that's running
inside my head
and trying to stop the circulating electrical
impulses that run around my veins
everytime I fantasize
of being ****** by the man I truly love.

I know there's a right time for that
and this evil thoughts can wait,
and it could no longer be considered
a bad deed
At the time when he already walks me in the altar
and binds his life with mine forever.
I don't judge people who do premarital ***. But as for our tradition and my religion, premarital *** is really a big NO NO that's why I came up to writing this piece. Sorry to those who got offended with this. But just want to say that I'm not pertaining to you, I wrote this pertaining only to myself..
CG Abenis Feb 2012
I don't know you,
you don't know me,
I don't even know if
we already crossed our paths,
or even seen each other's shadows.
The only thing that connects us
is this wall where
you and I met,
maybe not face to face,
but by writing the word hello
on the upper left corner.

I wrote hello in case someone
will say hi
And yes, I found you,
and as days went on
our feeling became mutual.

From the five - letter words I wrote,
it then became too full of
words of love
that almost there's no space to write on.

Each day I arrive to school,
I excitedly go to the old building
just to greet you good morning
and before I go home,
I hastily go back to read
your reply
and then walk away with a smile
as you told me to take good care
of myself.

Later, I decided to meet you
in front of that wall,
So I wrote down the date and time
we'll see each other,
But when I came back
Tears began to fall down from my eyes,
I don't know why
But I really felt sad.

When I went there on the 2nd of August
at exactly 7 o'clock in the evening,
I was all alone,
nobody's there,
there's no you.

And the building, it was smashed into smaller pieces
including the wall that bridged our life;
they were crushed into
smaller pieces and just became
tiny stones.

I wondered if you read what I've written
on that wall,
I wondered if you have written a reply,
so I tried to put the pieces back together
like a puzzle game
in a very difficult level.

But nothing, nothing's there,
I wasn't able to assemble them all
anyway,
And my heart was too broken
like the old wall that
once was in front of me
when I'm standing at this point.

And that was the last moment I heard about you.
But I'm still haunted by the memories
We both shared in that
little span of bonding we had.

And that ends my story about me and you
and the wall.
CG Abenis Feb 2012
I grew pimples on my face,
and stretch marks on my limbs,
but you still look into my eyes
telling me I'm the one you love.

I weigh a hundred pounds now
Laughed by people who come around
but you still give me that beautiful smile
and hug me in front of their eyes.

I don't have a pretty face,
I'm not even your type
but still you love me without a doubt.

I told you it's hard to believe
Why someone like you loves
someone like me,
a tear fell on my cheeks
then you kissed me on the lips.

You flew me to the sky,
and together we soared high
showing to the world what true love is;
it's not about how you look like
and what's your size.

What a great relief you made me feel inside!
Thank you my darling
for your love has never died.
CG Abenis Feb 2012
You're unconscious with
your looks,
revealing
who you truly are.
CG Abenis Feb 2012
She's ******
but hell,
men's favorite
f* monster in bed!
CG Abenis Feb 2012
are those that never get relieved by taking pain medications.
CG Abenis Feb 2012
Don't rush into falling love,
it will just come to you
at the right place and the right time.
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