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CG Abenis Feb 2012
When I stole your heart
I didn't wish to return it;
forever it's mine.
CG Abenis Feb 2012
Your eyes speak to me every time
you see that beautiful lady across your house,
And all I do is smile back
when deep inside my heart I'm drowned
with painted fake happiness that I show to you.
My ever-loving reserved smiles and kisses
have come into waste when you told me you like her
and I became more broken the day you told me
it's her you want to court on and spend the rest of your life with.

I asked myself what are those for?
The care you rendered to me,
The soft - spoken words you whisper in my ears,
The days you took me to restaurants and movies
And the nights and days you held my hand tightly,
never wanting to let go.

Why do you have to do such things
when you'll only leave me broken, anyway?
Am I just for fun or a dummy that you are practicing on?
How could you do such things and leave me like this?
How could you do this?

The moments we had under the silence of the night,
When the rain suddenly fell on my head,
and you'd say you hate rain but I say it feels good
to have gentle rain at night and look at them dancing
on the sides of the street lights.
Those moments when we looked at each other's eyes
and felt the silence, hearing only the rain's sound as it fell on the pavement.
When you've almost told me you love me,
(as what I've thought)
And I too, about to say it if you've only told me first.
Those moments, when I wished my fantasy of me and you would come true.

But now I've awaken to the truth,
I'm the only one who felt it,
The sound of the ringing bells of love,
The sweet music that I hear everytime you're by my side.
It's only me.
Just me.

How could cupid be so unfair?
Can you tell me at least?
Why does he have to hit his arrow only to me with your
name on it and you've been hit also but having hers instead of mine?
Isn't it unfair?
Tell me.

I love you, you love her.
You only love me as your friend,
and I guess here it will all end.

Stupid cupid!
CG Abenis Feb 2012
You're like a pen that always
run out of ink whenever you
speak of your love to me.
You're almost about to utter it,
but just like writing a piece of paper,
only traces of the pen's tip are seen.
And in your eyes I could tell
you're hiding something inside,
Something that you would want me to know,
And something for the world to see.

But my dear, if you'd be a pen
I'm willing to be your ink,
to fill you with so much love,
and together we'd write,
and utter the magical words
that we'd shout to the world
of how it existed by just writing it down on a piece of paper of love
that existed between you and me. :) <3
CG Abenis Feb 2012
I kept rushing to success
unable to mind little things
that are far better important
than what I've always thought.

I raced without pacing,
raced without minding,
raced without looking back,
raced, rushed, raced, rushed.

I hurried too much to achieve success,
hurried, hurried, hurried.

And yes, I'm almost there,
I was almost there,
almost there.

But I rushed too much,
Raced with the time,
Rushed too much,
Unable to notice what's left behind.

And there, I ended up forgetting
what must I bare in mind,
what lessons to look back for,
Unable to notice what's left behind.

Now, I'm here, back again
to the starting line,
Getting more far to success.

And looking in front
I could see many people ahead of me,
These are the people who used
to be chasing me before.

And now, here I am,
Chasing them.
These people who took time
to understand the world,
who took time to know the importance
of life's purposes and true meaning,
The people who patiently understand everything.

Here I am again,
Making a new beginning,
Aiming for success,
But this time, it would be different,
'cause I've learned my lessons well.
CG Abenis Feb 2012
Shhhh.. Hush now my dear
You don't have to **** me now
'cause I already died the day you left
my fragile heart broken.
CG Abenis Feb 2012
We sail across the midnight blue
With hearts filled of music
that play from within
As the bright full moon steals light
from the living sun
We dance together and express our love.

You bring forth my body to yours
Securing me in your warm loving arms
And you sway me with the music
that is playing in your heart
Never wanting us to be apart.

As we dance I could hear the sound
of your heart
As it whispers my name
and sings  in the name of love
And my heart sings togehter
with the beat of it's sound,
And together we both dance in love.
CG Abenis Feb 2012
Smile masks his face
when actually
inside
he is
dying.
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