I wanted it all
the pain, the pleasure, the love
I wanted it all

i loved you more than you loved me
just as you loved me more than I’ve ever loved myself
in your eyes i saw hope
and in your touch i felt safety
i put my heart in your care
and my life in your hands
you had the power to break me
but i never cared

i loved you more than i loved myself
just as you loved her more than you loved me
in your voice i found comfort
and with you, i felt at home
i put my heart in your care
and my life in your hands
but you used that power to break me
and you never cared

it doesnt matter
how many times i call myself beautiful
the meaning completely changes
when it comes from your mouth

whose fault is it
that I'm sad and alone
is it because you didn't want me
or because i thought you would

my hopes were up
my judgement was clouded
i knew it wouldn't happen
but i went and i tried it

In the end, all that's left is me
me and my heart
me and myself
me and myself and I

maybe this is fine
maybe this is all i need
me myself and i
will do just fine

as i fall in love with your mind,
fall in love with my heart

but

as i drown in my sorrows and suffocate in my loneliness,
remember me with a smile and honor me with a laugh

and

when you think of me
feed your pain with gentle memories

it started out slow
so gentle and calm
it stared out nice
so lovely and peacefully
it ended unexpectedly
so pure and thoughtful
it ended with smiles
no regrets and no tears