but i love the fact that
i can put my anger,
frustration, happiness and
any kind of emotion
to a piece of writing
that won't mean anything to anyone
but it would to me

when I sip the cup
of caffeine, its
black dim colour and
taste doesn't compare
with how obscure my
heart is without you
(c.r)

as i scroll past i think
it really does hurt
when everyone disagrees
with you and ignores you
and they think he deserves
to be with someone else
it does hurt
from the deepest
part of my aching heart

(c.r)

it's quite pathetic really
why i even bother anymore

what's gotten into me?
you're just silly
i'm so sorry
for being a silly girl
to fall for you

(c.r)

I stare at the screen
which displays a film
so I stare blankly
and draw the letters
of your name without ink
on the table
and I know how
delusional I am
for wanting you

(c.r)

when it comes to
late hours, i do
intend to pour myself
into writing

but hey, i just wasted my
11:11 wish on you
i do hope you feel
special

(c.r)