Untrusting.
You never called back,
You never want to see me.

You Never Called Back!

Nameless.
I'll scream to your face,
I'll give you a name.

*******!

You never ******* called back!
You *******.

I thought you would be different, but you're all the same.

Now I realize I never really knew you
but I cried when you left
I could have really loved you
I could have got to know you
Then I could have loved you

I wonder what would happen if I saw you now
Would my heart break or beat
Would I cry or would I laugh

With you I could have loved again
but now it'll have to wait
My heart will have to heal
because I never really knew you
It seems silly to cry over

Waiting,
like the last leaf for the wind.
     Lonely,
like the lone tree in the field of wheat.
     Forgotten,
like the change on the floorboard.
     Distracted.
     Lost.
     Afraid.

     *Waiting.

Remember when you killed me?
You left me bleeding in your bed.
My heart stopped beating as you walked out the door.
Now I'm dead.
No more talking
No more laughing
No more loving
No feeling.
**Dead.

You hold me as if you know me.
You kiss me as if you won't miss me.
Skeptical? I think not.
Trusting? I know I'm not.
Suspicious? I try not to be.
Willing? More than likely.

I know you won't miss me.
I know you don't know me.
This is what I will be believe.