I can’t believe you are gone
Even though it’s been a year
It feels like it was just yesterday
I felt your cold palms
Shaking your body
Telling you to “wake up, mommy, please..”
But no response
I died with you that day
It’s been a year
And I still don’t feel alive without you
I feel so broken
How did this happen?
I can’t believe you are gone
Come and hold me again like when I was a baby
And sing to me you are my sunshine
I want to hear your voice
Tickle me
So I can jump into the clouds and spread my wings with you
Mommy!
You made me mad!
Why did you leave?
I need you here.
I need to tell you that I like this boy at school.
I have to tell you that I have straight A’s again
I HAVE TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU TO YOUR FACE!
I have to tell you I miss you
I have to tell you I want to be with you
I feel so alone!!
You left me
I still smell your smell
Hear your voice
See your smile
Oh my God mommy
I need you mommy
Talk to me mommy
I’m hurting mommy
I love you mommy
I miss you mommy
I know you’re in heaven mommy
But you were only fourtysix
Mommy
I’m only 16
Mommy I need you at my graduation
At my wedding
At my baby’s birth
I need you!!
I need you to tell me that you are with me
I need to hear your voice
The PAIN
I don’t know how I made it without God on my side
But mommy
Why you???????
I love you mommy
Forever and ever
Not until the day I die
I will love you after the day I die and even more.
I want to hug you
I want to scream at you
I want to say I love you
I want to talk to you!!!
I want you to see that I am your daughter needing her mother!
I want you to know I am here.
I want to be in heaven with you
I want to finish your work for God and be with you
I want you mommy
MOMMY!!!!!!

Trustworthy I am,
Trustworthy you are
We know where can trust each other no matter what

Trustworthy...
What does that mean to you?
It means that you can trust me and I can trust you, with just a little love and a little peace.

No more destruction,
We need to be more trustworthy if we want to live happily without question,
We need to be more loving; as we are more trustworthy,

We can see each other's hearts
But not with our eyes,
For with our eyes we are blind to see.

Home is where I can live without not being scared to trust
Home is where I can live without not being able to love
Home is where I can live when I have you by my side

Trustworthy, I am
Trustworthy you are
We are all trustworthy because we love each other unvonditionally
Nothing here on Earth can be stronger than this


Forever we are loved and forever we are trusted.

Music. The beat of the drum pounds in my chest
As the soothing sounds of the trumpet
Makes the rhythm of the jazz get stuck in my head.
Life as I know it always involves around music
Music
Boom boom
Boom boom
There goes my heart again
While my body sways left to right
The music lifts me up and pulls me into a heavenly state.
There goes my lips
Opening can closing
Sounds like angels in heaven singing for my soul
The drum...
It makes my dark brown skin tingle in the star dust
Music here I am

Forever I am beautiful
Does my smile make you hide?
Does my face make you scared?
Does my body make you run away?

Forever I am beautiful
Do you judge me by my voice
Or do you judge me for my color?
Do you judge me for me?

Forever I am beautiful
Does my soft brown skin make you jump?
Does my course, thick, black hair make you laugh in judgement?
Do my hands make turn away?

Forever I am beautiful
Do my eyes make you cry?
Forever I am God's
Forever I am beautiful

What is a hero?
A hero is someone who loves,
Loves others more than they loves       themselves.  
A hero is someone who puts others first.
A hero is someone who puts others first and isn't afraid of a fight
This is a hero
I am a hero

Beautiful.  
My hair  is beautiful.
My eyes are beautiful.
My black skin is beautiful.  
My hands and feet are beautiful.
What happened to the  beauty of this horrid world?
Beauty  is in you.
Beauty is in me.
Beauty is in us.
One person  can't  change the world alone.
We can change the world together.

Looking right through me
I feel the love of autumn
The crisp quiet afternoon  air
Following my every footstep
The trees looking down on my head
And little beings of the ground, looking up at me.
As quiet as it can be,
I hear my heart pounding  out of my  chest.
Only to see,
The beautiful  face of autmn.

Different,
My voice is different
My appearance is different
But I always look at myself as
Different  but beautiful.

As I put my pen on this naked paper,                 words of peace flows through my head.
                  Like a bunch of butterflies.
             When I move my lips as I read,
                      It makes me so glad.
          Glad to hear the voice of poetry and
                        the rythym it has.
                The rythym makes my body
                     Sway left to right.
                           Left to right.
                       Here I am Poetry.
                          I love you poetry.