AND I DON’T EVER WANT TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT YOU’RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH BECAUSE YOU’RE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME AND I KNOW THAT MAYBE YOU DON’T WANT ME RIGHT NOW BUT I NEED YOU BAD, SO AT 3 AM WHEN YOU’RE ALONE AND YOU’RE THINKING SAD THOUGHTS I WANT YOU TO THINK HAPPY ONES INSTEAD, SO AT 8 AM I CAN TELL YOU ALL THE REASONS WHY I’M HAPPY YOU’RE NOT DEAD. *

*-c.a.

I don't think you understand the effect you have on me.
Weeks turn into currents and months into oceans.
And for once I don't want any other fish in the sea.

*-c.a.

MY BODY IS WEIRD BECAUSE I HAVE FLOWERS GROWING FROM MY RIB CAGE AND DOODLES ON MY BRAIN, I THINK AT SPEEDS OF 90 MPH AND I CAN’T CONCENTRATE, MY HEART IS CONSTANTLY RACING MY LUNGS AND MY BREATHING IS OFF AND ELECTRICITY FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS SO TELL ME HOW ALL THIS IS OK*

*-c.a.

YOU PLANTED A SEED IN MY VEIN FROM THE MOMENT WE FIRST MET AND THAT SEED IS NOW A TREE THAT HAS BLOSSOMED INTO MY HEART AND YOU MAY NOT KNOW THIS BUT IT IS BEARING A FRUIT THAT I’M DYING TO GIVE TO YOU SO PLEASE WON’T YOU COME FOR A TASTE*

*-c.a.

AND I'M SORRY THAT WHEN I SAY YOUR NAME IT COMES OUT LIKE A WHISPER AND THAT A SMALL SMILE IS ALL I CAN AFFORD, BECAUSE YOUR NAME WRAPS AROUND MY TONGUE AND YOU STOP MY PULSE*

*-c.a.

you make me feel uncomfortable in the best way because there are butterflies in every part of me and only you can set them free and I can't really explain what you do to my heart except that it goes from oh hey how you doing to OH HEY ASDFGHJKL HOW YOU DOING in less than 2.5 seconds and I don't really know how I feel about you, all that I know is that I feel everything about you and there are a thousand and one reasons why you shouldn't fall in love with me but I hope that you ignore every single one.