This is the end of the journey
This is the end of the line
No need to step any further
Nor waste anymore precious time
All that remains is your
scent that reminds of lime.
And the sound of your voice
that echoes through my mind.
The lights are becoming more
dimmer making me feel as if im
blind. This is the end of the journey.
This is the end of the line. Reality is
taking over me as it reminds me that
your no longer mine.
No longer mine to hold onto
When the storms have reached their peck
No longer mine to grow old with
When loneliness has gone to seed
So yes this is the end of the day
And I'm afraid this is the end of the night
Because this is the end of the way
We do the things that we like ~

I tied a string to the
moon and made it
my balloon. It floated
across the night sky.
And I painted constellations
with the tears it cried.
While i shared with the
moon the love that exists
between me and
you* ~

He unzipped her mind and loved every word unbuttoned in between. The characteristics of him are the definition of her. He unwrapped her dark fragile soul slowly with love then all at once. As he began to colour her hardened heart that was of different shades of black and grey into red . He painted her wilted rose petals with colours that she thought didn't exist . She was his canavas he was her artist who held magical colours in his hands . He treated her like fine art in return she cradled his heart .

He makes love to
everything his hands
touch. He held my diary
and caressed the letters
as he read my story in the
form poetry. Sweat dripped
out of his pores. He watered
the seeds i left on the pages
between each and every write.
And my diary was pregnant
with the flowers of spring
again thanks to his lovely
hands* ~

Light my darkness , rest
on my shores. Fill my skin
pores with gentle love and
your rain. Calm my storms
and the thunder in the depths
of my soul will stop and the
peace will begin to settle within.
Be my spring so we bloom
together as one. My heart and
soul will forever be glued to
yours. Together you and I
become merged as one. Now
now darling hold my hand
and tell me the best is yet to
come. Kiss me on the nose
and collar bones and tell me
that i am forever your chosen
one* ~

Twenty six letters of the alphabet
only exist. That's all I got in this life
and I know this couldn't get any
better. I use them wisely for they
are limited , creating the best of
writes with them. While I caress
the letters that spell out his name
just the same way his hands do when
they make their way down to my delicate
hips, unzipping the back of my black short
dress. What I'm saying does not sound insane.
For his love is the reason of why the ink mixes
within these thin shy veins. Causing the letters
to scream out free of pain forming words and
leaking out on the diaries blank page. Leaving
me with nothing but the feeling of never being
the same again* ~

Don't worry when it
gets too loud in your
head. I'll play the violin
for you as I pull on the
strings i hide under my
skin. The soft melodies
will fill you up with positive
vibes. And you'll wave
to your demons and
their noise gentle
goodbyes* ~

And if i wear a red dress
tonight , Would you tear
it off and kiss my flesh ?
Would you smudge my
lipstick and take me to
your bed ? Would you
strip it off and create
a hot big mess* ?  ~

The dark taught
me how to write.
While he taught
me how to love
with the remaining
ashes of my broken
little innocent
heart* ~

Every time I write a
poem dandelions
grow on my skin.
Every time  you kiss
them my bones
blush from
within* ~

I never was Sunday mornings.
Usually Tuesdays after midnight.
When the clock hits two and you
lay down tired on bed in shreds with nothing
to do. Where the moon shines down
quietly and tears flow like gentle rivers
and all you feel is worthless and blue.
Where the misery begins and the sad
songs never seem to have an end. I was
a made up of a bundle of misery and a
pinch of mystery. A bundle of everything
that can tear human hearts and flesh apart.
That was the me before I met you. Thank you
for existing and letting me live too* ~

Someone i love
was born today
He turned the
clouds to pretty
shades of grey.
He looks like gardens
of wildflowers with
sunshine in the middle
of the day. His hazelnut
eyes look like gardens
bursting into life.
His blushing cheeks
look like sunsets and the
horizon on the beach. He
smells like cigarettes , perfume
and cinnamon flavored candy.
His blood is sweeter than jam.
I love how he doesn't give a ****
about anything that makes him
down. An angel was sent from
the heavens today. He made the
skies turn baby blue and life
worth living too as he starts kissing
her lips with his hands down on her hips. His ****** expression can take any kind of depression away. My angel was born from the heavens today. Happy Birthday to you* ~

I have a desire for every
inch of you. It sets a wild
fire in my soul. What if I
kiss you wildly that you
can't find the right words
to describe it. Would you
say my lips taste like crushed
cranberries or sour strawberries. What
if I drenched you in tiny
soft kisses as we roll down hills
and not give a **** about
our bills. Would you take my
hand and come out to play
with me during the light of
day. What if I kissed you
under the bed sheets instead
of leaving you counting sheep
till exhaustion creeps taking
over your eyelids and puts
you to gentle sleep. What if
I kiss you hard and you feel
passion between your legs
would you like it or would it
leave you sitting still on bed
begging for more. What if I
write poetry with nothing but
the blood red lipstick on my delicate
chapped lips all over your
chest , ribs and hips.
What If What If What If ...
Darling you are a beautiful
collection of colourful emotions
and you deserve to be kissed* ~

He carries the scent of
spring and looks prettier
than pearls on a string. He
carries the best kind of beauty
within which makes him differ
from all the other men. She collided
with him as he stirred the chaos
under her skin. Whispering  in
her ear all that hurt you in the past
is about to end. Heat filled up the
room before they knew it they were
surrounded by love fumes. In a room
with just them two they had nothing
much to do. Under the covers they went
and kissed like mermaids lost at sea
clinging on their humanity. He exhaled
his cigarette smoke and she inhaled it in
in the form of poetry. It wasn't planned but
they won't deny they were happier than the
seas clams resting inside under their shells.
Looking at the roses in the vase present in his
room they saw them bowing down after they
saw the view sighing in a big loud aweee they
clapped with their delicate petals shouting out
for an applause. And that was when he decided
to strip off her clothes* ~

Secrets pouring out.
Castles falling down.
The dead are moaning
underground. And the
living are fighting over
the throne and crown.
While the clowns paint
their smiles upside down.
The skies weep tears
of pain. And I'm afraid
the world has gone
insane* ~

Making passionate love
as the clouds pass by from
above , to watch and shout
out loud for an applause. They
start to weep with tears of joy
that they cannot promise to keep
in. They create the most beautiful
love scene starred by two madly
in love teens* ~

Don't. Don't cry. It
makes me suffocate
and want to die. Don't
cry. I'll cradle you through
the night and tell you a
lullaby. Those pretty eyes
shouldn't carry sad tears.
Those pretty eyes should
not carry pain. This sounds
insane but when your tears
crash to the floor. I hear
screams that seem louder
from the ones i heard in
movies from television
screens. Don't cry. Because
i don't have the power to
see your smile turn upside
down and form a frown. I
don't have the power to
leave home alone in the
middle of the night to kiss
your tears goodbye. We're
parted by distance but our
love and hearts are in the
same place. The only tears
i want to see are the happy
ones falling down your
handsome face. Where the
best of memories float on
the edge of your lids ready
to sail off free. Ready to mark
gentle earth with our history.
Because I love you I don't
want to see you sad and in
misery. Come on baby please
wipe the tears and lean
forward to kiss me* ~

He carries her heart
where ever he goes.
To feel her love and
warmth. To feel her
presence by his side.
She carries his stars
where ever she goes.
To light her dark in
the dead of night
and to make
her feel
alright ~

The heart will never
wrinkle for it will
grow and continue
to sprinkle and become
filled with wild endless
youth. And the coming
days will prove*  ~

My rose petals fell for
you the first time you
passed by my side. I
didn't know what to
really do but blush
and sigh* ~

There is a land mine in my
lungs. It explodes when your
not nearby. And im left alone
with my soul wanting to cry.
Wanting you with me. Wanting
to feel your body heat. And your hands all over me.

There is a car crash in my eyes.
When i don't see you i see terrible stories and lies. Your presence
makes things easy and alright.
Your love makes the blood pump normally through my arteries. Your
all that i want darling. Your all
that i want sweetheart* ~

Hands full of love. Hands
full of art. Hands full of
tattooed hearts. Hands
full of passion and lust.
Fingers tangled like a
knot to help each other
walk out of the
dark* ~

It's my skin that makes
me feel. Feel loved and
warm. Feel that i am forever
yours.

I want to curl into your
pores. Like a seed that
waits for its moment to
bloom. I want my skin to
be perfectly stretched over
my bones just like yours.
Where i'd get to feel every
beat of your heart pounding
against my exposed chest.

Your so soft and smooth.
You make me want to melt
like an ice cream cone on a
hot summer night. To take
my shirt off in front of you is
what i'd like to to do and stand
up right while you feel my
back bone making the shivers
begin from head to toe. Making
gardens grow in the places
you touch and caress on the
small of my back and flesh.

Hugging you skin on
skin is not lust. It's just a
feeling i have with in. A passion
that stirs under my skin. It
craves to be touched by
your every inch. It wants to
be loved by a boy like you.
It wants to experience your
dark. It wants to play with
your shadows in the dead
of night. That's all what it
wants to do to forever be
touched by someone like
you* ~

They shut my lips when
I was a kid. I was raised
to not say a word not to
have an opinion. To be
controlled like a robot.
To be taught to stay
silenced. They shut my
lips with black coloured threads.
So i don't say my thoughts
out loud I was locked in a
prison cell. And it was a
living hell. No privacy was
allowed just a bunch of
weird rules. No internet
after midnight. No boys
or noise. They said the
poetry I write is just crap
and a waste of time as
they claimed that they
hate my rhymes. I think
they said that cause of
the knowledge they lack.
Twenty years was all it
took to snap the threads
one at a time. To breathe
to talk and to be free
again* ~

Running wild with the
dragons breathing blazing
flames. Nobody wanted me
and neither did I. But you
were all that I desired. Thoughts
of you rushed through my dark twisted
mind. And when the shuffling pictures
paused in my brain I saw your
moonlit shining face. You were happy
and free. Just like chirping birds up in
trees. The universe wanted you to meet
me. We're young  and wild so grab my
hand and run away with me. All the signs
show that this is our destiny. Promise you'll
love me for an eternity* ~

I bleed in different shades
of poetry. I don't bleed in
the colours of red. I write
down love letters for you.
To guide you on the days
where i can't come over
to hold your hand and kiss
your neck. To light the darkness
found in your room. To shut
the noise in your head. And  
to scare the shadows that come
out every night wanting to play.
I write these words for you. The
letters back down in my throat.
I won't deny it hurts to choke
on love. They are too shy
to tremble from my lips.
Therefore i sigh and write
them down with nothing
but black ink, a pen and a
gentle kiss on your
coffee coloured
skin* ~

I'll follow you until death.
I'll guard you on the other
side. And ill hold your hand
so you don't feel alone and cold.
It’s true I’ll give up my very
soul to stay close to you. That’s
that and there is no going back
because I’m madly in love with
you* ~

He gave me wings.
And watched me
fly up high in the
sky with the bold
eagle by my
side* ~

All it took us was some
fairy dust. We puffed
some in the air as we
danced and laughed.
Before we knew it we
were full of passion and
lust. And had the urge
to kiss and make
love* ~