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375 · Aug 2014
In love with a musician
Carolin Aug 2014
In love with the way
he makes sense out of
his melodies. The way
he listens to every music
note so carefully. How
he makes his trance
and dubstep music so
perfectly. How he sits
down silently working
on his beats passionately.
I swear in my entire life
I haven't seen anyone as
lovely as he*  ~
375 · Jan 2015
I pray
Carolin Jan 2015
Our love is strong as the heaven’s
golden gates. If the angels guarding
it could be heard I’m sure they would
have been singing your name all day
long with the trumpets and flutes playing
in the background with softest tune. I
light up candles and watch the flame
dance gently from the left to the right.
For I’m only a human with a candle
guiding me. I pray to my God in the
heavens above and lift my eyes up to
the picture of Jesus crucified on the
wooden cross. And the tears flow out
from my eyes and the blood begins to
boil in my veins underneath my skin. I
pray that our loves makes us feel safe
and free. I pray that he’ll someday marry
me. I pray that our love stands strong in
front of those who think its sin and wrong.
I pray for our love to live on and on* ~
374 · Jul 2014
The transformation
Carolin Jul 2014
We're howling forever .
Standing on all fours talking to the moon .
The fog falls down and covers the wood's floor I
lay my heart out and let it bleed on yours . Feeding on fever as
my bones ache from the shape shifting pain that I can't take I
look at you knowing this isn't fake we've actually been bitten
by the werewolf tonight and now we'll forever remain cursed .
Running wild in these woods looking for fresh prey and a safe
place to stay I look into my wolf boy's eyes and tell him we'll be ok ~
374 · Aug 2014
Words bleed
Carolin Aug 2014
Words bleed not hearts.
Coloured crimson takes
place in these dark brown
eyes. They burn just for
you. Tonight you left me
craving for your love. I
can feel the ink start a
flood from within my
veins. And the typewriter
typing in the back of my
brain. Seems like the ink
got in my bloodstream once
again.I can feel it kicking in
it feels worse than how the
chemicals feel under
my fragile skin. Tonight
my pen is the poet and
you are the beat. And
these words are bleeding
out helplessly just for you
as they form these sentences
of I'm here loving and craving
every inch on you* ~
374 · Aug 2014
This shit has to end
Carolin Aug 2014
I feel the cold in the cracks of my bones again. If i could i would of been stumbling off drunk. Getting a bit numb. I feel lost again. This **** never seems to end. Going through life with no big plan. He's shouting again in my face. How could you call this place home ? I need to break free run away and cry under a forest tree. This place is not safe anymore. I feel the cold touching my scars again. I can feel the stings burning like fire from within. I need out of this place im living in. This **** really has to end so my heart can start to mend by then* ~
373 · Jan 2015
No ink
Carolin Jan 2015
No ink can write
down the love i have
for you. No ink can
write down the war
raging on inside of my
mind.

No ink can write
down the times that i
thought darkness will
drive me blind.

No ink
can write down what
I feel for you in the
middle of the night
in a few simple
poetic lines* ~
373 · Dec 2014
Black Wings
Carolin Dec 2014
Wings grew on
the spot where he
touched my back. I
chose to paint them
in different shades
of black*  ~
372 · Sep 2015
Wants
Carolin Sep 2015
I want to hide under
your skin.

To cocoon in your
lungs.

I want to stay in
a shell.

Like little *****
and clams on the sea
shores.

Like little dinosaurs
ages ago.

Because this world is
hurting me to the point
where i can't take it
anymore* ~
371 · Jul 2014
Demons
Carolin Jul 2014
I looked my
   demons in the
eyes told them
   surprise you're
about to see my
   wild side* ~
371 · Dec 2014
Strip it off
Carolin Dec 2014
Strip it off
strip it off.
Strip the flesh
from the bone .
Just make sure you
leave her wings
hanging on.
Take her to your
home. Hold her
in your dazzling arms
protect her from
all kinds of harms.
Warm her up with your
flames. This love feels
so **** right.
Be the gold that
God didn't take.
Let your love make
the constellations
under her skin
shine bright with
all their might causing
her body to glow
and shake. Be
her shadow in the
middle of the day
and scare away
the ravens and crows
that fallow her wherever
she goes. Tell her
darling that you'll be
stripping off her clothes
tonight* ~
370 · Nov 2014
The Heart The Heart
Carolin Nov 2014
It pumps it beats it bleeds
the heart the heart the heart.
It wants what it wants the heart
the heart. It echoes with your
name as your love flows through
its arteries and veins. You make it
look better than Shakespeare poetry
back in the old centuries. Your name
carried deep inside its four chambers
looking prettier than shiny gold amber
falling out of an old tree trunk in the
month of December. It's a survivor a
warrior and a fighter the heart the
heart* ~
369 · Jun 2015
How he fell in love ...
Carolin Jun 2015
She didn't like mirrors.
They made her feel unsecured.
They only showed her scars
and stretch marks but never
the beauty of her soul. She
only saw what society didn't
like. The wrinkles the spots
the flesh covering her bones.

What about the constellations
of the stars ? What about the
stories in her eyes ? What
about the beautiful person
trapped deep down inside ?

Mirrors were slowly ruining
her dear life

She met a boy. Funny how
he changed this all.

He called her pretty when they
first met.
He saw what no one has ever
seen before.
He saw the beauty of her soul
and kissed her every scar.

Held her from behind and
kissed her neck while they both
stood exposed with no clothes
in front of the mirror hung up
on the back of his bed room
door.

He held her tight as he
said I fell in love with you girl. I
fell for the beauty of your flesh ,
soft skin and bones.

I fell in love with you all and I
just can't take my eyes off
of the beauty of you and all
the things you simply do* ~
369 · Jun 2015
Kissing In A Rush
Carolin Jun 2015
She grabbed him by the tie in a rush.
"Quick, I've got to catch my flight."

Glancing back at the sky.

Her face may have showed a blush.
Or a beautiful tint of love it might.

I was left with the feeling of her kiss
on my lips.
Amazed by the beauty and the flow of her dress.

"See you soon I guess"

She looked back and grabbed me
by the heart while she gave me one
last soul touching kiss ~
Written with my soulmate and I :)
368 · Nov 2014
Back from the dead
Carolin Nov 2014
Dip my broken wings
into your heavy black
ink. Kiss my cranberry
coloured chapped lips
and grab onto my hips.
Ride me like a dragon
with fiery breath. Let
me touch you and watch
you turn ruby red. I'll wrap
you in my black angelic wings
instead of getting out of your
bed. You my love are who
brought me back from the
dead* ~
368 · Jun 2015
And I Knew
Carolin Jun 2015
He took my clothes off.
One at a time he left me
with nothing on but my
socks. Gardens grew on
the places he kissed and
touched. As we sat alone
in his bedroom we watched
the flowers open up steady
and bloom. And that was
when I knew that we were
both madly in love* ~
367 · Jul 2014
The old you
Carolin Jul 2014
Your tears look like pretty chandeliers. Almost like dazzling
gold. Your blood flows through you like red rubies but I don't
feel that anymore. It's like you've grown a hundred years old.
If I told you things will get bright again would you believe me.
I miss the old you. The one who never frowns. The one with nonstop
giggles and blood red coloured blushing cheeks. The one with romantic sunsets in his eyes. Did I tell you before that I touch the place where I see your face ? Did I tell you that I see you behind my eyelids ? Did I ? Cause if not than here I am saying it to you I'll say it again and again and again till you recover and become the old you. I'll be here baby till the end right beside you. Just show me a sign of the old you. If you go crazy ill be here holding your hand. If you want I can even take you to never land. We can be young just like Peter Pan but that's only if you show me the old you ~
366 · Apr 2015
Madly in love
Carolin Apr 2015
Tangled in love. Tangled in
his bedsheets. Arms on back
chest to chest. Lips to lips.
That's how they kissed and
kissed. The clouds above in
the sky didn't hesitate and
ask why. The angels above
awed and cried. Tears of joy
and love fell down on them.
The flowers giggled and
gossiped. While the summer
grass outside danced gently
from the left to to the right.
Promises were said in the
language of kisses in bed.
His body was explored with
her hands and tongue as if
he was a shipwreck that was
long gone and she went back
to find the lost treasure just
like in the stories and myths
that were told over centuries.
For his eyes were gems. His
arms were gold. His beauty
looked better than shimmering silverware and pearls. He's
the lost treasure that she claimed
will be hers till the end of time.
For his love drove her insane
and blind. And she found that completely fine. "I'll love for an infinity" she said. "I'll marry you
for that sweet little heart caged
in that chest of yours and keep
you mine. And darling your
beauty will be to blame" he
replied* ~
365 · Jul 2014
Lust
Carolin Jul 2014
There are angels up in the sky tonight and ripples in the bed sheets. Your poetry is making this heart of mine beat leaving echoes of your name from within. Kiss the places under my ribs and brush the chaos off my skin. The wild in me is tamed only by the love you give. Crawl under my skin and let the sin begin. I'll be your queen and make you my king on the throne. Let me kiss your whiskey flavored lips and I promise I'll tell you words that will make your bones shake. For now just hold me down and kiss me hard for heavens sake ~
365 · Feb 2015
For the 21 coptics
Carolin Feb 2015
You haven't killed the
christians. You killed the
men of god. Men made
of steel who used their
prayers to heal the wounds
that your ***** hands have
caused. You slit their throats
and threw them in the oceans
waves. That's just an uncivilized
way for one to behave. You
killed the one's who stood
brave as they looked up to
the sky and wept tears of joy.
Despite knowing that they
were about to die. You killed
the men of God the brave and
the courageous. They stood
with heads held high weeping
tears of joy they kept their faith
as they watched the angels and
Jesus ready to welcome them
in the heavens above* ~
364 · Jul 2015
Which Will Be Next
Carolin Jul 2015
Screaming out in desperate
cries. Choking on people's
lies. No one heard me the
way they don't hear suffocating
fish out of the sea. Gasping
for air in fishermen's
nets. Not knowing
which one of
them will
die next* ~
364 · Nov 2014
Thank you
Carolin Nov 2014
Thank you for kissing me in places
that do not know shadows or light.
The places where band aids refuse to
stick and the wounds are deep as the
blood drops out thick. Where the pain
is felt and all the dark secrets i keep are
found .Thank you for seeing my body as
beautiful and something to be cherished ,
while you took off the Egyptian cotton that
keeps us warm from the raging storm off.
Thank you for allowing me to make your body
my home and shore. Thank you for loving me
when i was lost and not wanting to be found.
For painting my broken hardened heart in
colours that i thought would never exist after
it's pretty shades of red turned to ugly shades
of grey. Thank you for telling me how beautiful i am
while i saw myself as a walking corpse torn apart
and burned. Thank you for planting hope in the
depths of my soul. Thanks for staying my dearest
love. I couldn't have made it to the light without
you sweetheart* ~
363 · Jul 2015
Gentle Love
Carolin Jul 2015
Fill up the tub with warm
water. Rose petals , leaves
and other flowers that
bloom in the season
of spring.

Slide in next to me. Collide
with my soul and let me
make you feel whole as the fun begins.

Relax and let the nervousness
drown out of your bones.

Come into my arms as that
should make you feel calm
and home.

Let the flowers caress your
skin gently as our limbs tangle
up the way vines do simply
on the gates of our backyard
and heavens doors.

Let me massage your shoulders
as I kiss your collar bones
passionately.

This is how our lives will be
from now on when you leave
work and come back home.

We'll begin to hum our
favorite melody as we drench
our souls in delicate kisses.
While the petals touch our
skin and blush in the tub.

And we start to softly giggle
and moan as we crave for
much more* ~
362 · Apr 2015
The boy who gave her life
Carolin Apr 2015
A girl who spent along time alone.
Her pretty face has been long
gone. Almost unrecognizable.
With dead autumn leaves in her
hair. Dust on her soul. Long lifeless
twigs wrapped around her waste.
No beauty had existed in her no more.
A lost boy stumbled upon
her in a storm. He had a wondering soul.
Touched  her face and the
pale fading colours of her turned
to red. "You have beautiful emotions trapped
inside" he said. "Mind if i
run my fingers in your beautiful
hair i promise i'll touch it with such tender
and care" He then touched
the leaves slowly running his fingers through
her strands untying the
knots with his beautiful hands.
"Mind if i kiss your cheeks dear ?
I can see your beauty is skin deep here"he said.
She looked at him
with eyes holding oceans rip tides almost
at the edge to burst and
cry replying with "if you don't mind then yes
please do". Lips to cheeks. Heart to heart. Chest
to chest. He kissed life into her soul swiping
her off her little feet. The leaves
fell from her hair. Flowers grew instead.
The twigs fell off. And
the colour of her cheeks turned
to rosy red. "I think i love you" he
said. "Mind if you come over
tonight ? I'd like to keep you safe
and warm in my bed. Infact i'd
like to marry you and be by your
side for the rest of my life. Be my flower
girl be my beautiful wife. I
want you in my life. You're my queen" he side while
he made her a crown
of flowers and bowed down his head. "And
you're  beauty gave me a pulse
rush. It made my cheeks blush.
And the leaves in your hair giggle
with lush". He leant over to kiss her again. That's
when the clouds
sighed above and cried. Making
the rain give everything surrounding them beauty
and life. Making the flowers in her hair bloom
once again with colours that she never knew
had existed ever before. And that's how the story of
their love had began* ~
362 · Nov 2014
Stretch Marks
Carolin Nov 2014
The stretch marks on
your skin look prettier
than the lines on tree
branches. Those are the
marks that set sparks in
the dark. Brighter than the
fireworks people gather
around to watch in central
park. Don't you hide this
fine art from me. For every
little mark led me to your
loving heart* ~
361 · Aug 2015
I Won The War
Carolin Aug 2015
I cried constellations that
night.

That night i refused to give
up the fight with voices inside
of my head.

I fought hard before i went to
bed.

And when i closed my eyes I
heard them say their last
goodbye.

And in that moment I was freed
from the torture and pain.

I cried stars that night.

Went to sleep with a smile on
my face as the world fell
silent.

I went to sleep finally knowing
that I have won the the war
with no bullets or sword* ~
Carolin Jul 2014
Ink runs through her veins .
She starts to write him into her story , using nothing but the rusted typewriter in the back of her brain. Using nothing but twenty six alphabetic letters she claims that it helps her forget yesterdays pain . Feel the unspoken poetry of lust and desire between your legs thats what she writes for her love at the end of every letter before she stamps it with blood red lipstick. Miles and miles apart from him she can hear his moans in the middle of the heavy rain and thunderstorms across the Atlantic ocean . As he sits in bed reading his love letters under the covers with legs wide spread. She texts him after an hour saying my poetry tells me what you do to yourself in the dark. I guess that's why some call love an art ~
359 · Sep 2014
A kiss in the dark
Carolin Sep 2014
If you kiss the rose
will the world clap and
shout for an applause ?
But if i kiss you would you
stop and take off your
clothes ? What if we try ,
we won't lose a thing or
die. I'll breathe in life and
scraps of poetry down
your throat. While you
breathe in your darkest
secrets to me tonight. It's
your light that scares me
not me your darkness and mysteriousness.  But we'll
find a way to set that feeling
apart. If i kiss you in the dark
we might create a spark. I wanna
try that with you as we
stand under the black night
sky. I'd really like to try that
before i die. So tell me darling
when your up for a kiss in the
dark* ~
359 · Feb 2015
Why do we write ?
Carolin Feb 2015
We write because we matter.
We write because words are all
we got. We write to make our
words come to life to give them
a pulse and watch them breathe
while we lay them down on paper.
We write because we believe. Twenty
six letter of the alphabet can create
much more beauty than what we see
in the oceans and galaxies* ~
357 · Apr 2015
A love like this
Carolin Apr 2015
I refuse to let the culture
stop me from loving you.
I refuse to let people get
in the way. I'll use my nails
to cut the noose they'll try
to choke me with. The
tears that will fall from my
eyes will be like ocean waves.
They'll put out the fire and flames
that will catch on their gasoline
soaked ropes they'll use to
tie me up with. Our love
will live. It's free and true.
No man will come through
me and you. And i'll always
fight when it comes to you.
A love like this deserves a
chance to grow and bloom* ~
357 · May 2015
Diving words
Carolin May 2015
She fell in love
with the way his
words dive into
her mouth ~
357 · Jan 2015
Inside of my head
Carolin Jan 2015
I can feel you here inside
of my head. All I want to
do is take you with me to
bed. Drench me in love. Kiss
kiss my tongue and lips. Kiss
me by the flickering candle
lights. Set fire in these veins
tonight tell me we’ll be alright.
Drive me insane. Oh darling it’s
true I can feel you inside of my
head. I see you every time I close
my eyelids and I can’t just forget
the touch your skin. If I could I
would of flown over to you like
birds do* ~
357 · Jul 2014
Trapped in a metaphor
Carolin Jul 2014
Alone in the dark we're sitting side by side. Legs are grazing but we're not doing anything at all.
She scribbles down something thats sweet on a paper sheet. A story of a boy and a girl trapped in a metaphor. She looks at him saying this could be something more. He reaches out for her hand in the dark. Would you like to draw our future lives on these bed sheets tonight. On bed side by side she feels his heat burning on her skin from with in. Lips on lips hands on hips chest to chest mouth to neck. We're breaking out of this metaphor tonight ~
355 · Apr 2015
Sailing into the dark
Carolin Apr 2015
Sail with me into the dark.
Leave everything behind.
Go on an adventure with
me. Write words of love
and throw them into the
sea. Write poetry on scraps
of paper and place them
in a bottle. You never know
maybe one day a mermaid
might find them. Or two lovers
by the shore. Now now dear
come on and sail with me
into the dark before the light
of dawn comes along* ~
354 · Jul 2015
Winter In My Heart
Carolin Jul 2015
It was always blistering
cold winter in my heart.
Till our lips met and we
kissed. Causing the snow
to melt off from my
ventricles and
skin* ~
353 · Jul 2014
Desires
Carolin Jul 2014
Tell me words that send shivers down my spine .
Fill the cracks in my bones with wildflowers .
Light my soul up with wild fires help me reach these
lustful desires . Sing me a lullaby in the dead of night .
Be with me when the dusk settles in . They say that's
where the torture begins . Wake me up with a heart full
of you . Take my hand and walk with me in the morning dew .
Tell me this dream will come true ~
353 · Jun 2015
Water
Carolin Jun 2015
Water always goes
where it wants to go.
Nothing can ever stop
it. And we decided to
be like that. So we held
hands and drifted with
the currents* ~
352 · May 2015
We Have To
Carolin May 2015
Take me to another
land. Take me to a
place where the water
is silver and the the
sun is frozen like snow
on pebble stones. Take
me to a place where
the sky is velvet and
the the sands are pure
as gold. We have to go
a thousand oceans
wide. We have to
find a way to survive.
We have to go without
asking the question
of why. To leave the
past behind. To never
look back and cry.
We have to go you
and I* ~
352 · Aug 2014
Twitter Love
Carolin Aug 2014
Love at the first click.
Mention after mention.
Didn't even feel any kind
of tension. Tweet after
tweet if felt kind of sweet.
We stayed like that on repeat.
You can call it an online crush.
It happened in a rush. Met him
on day one. Refused to have
my hair up in a bun. Wore black
even and sat with him in the
burning sun. Can't deny that
was totally fun. A smile a look
a flirt a smirk a touch a kiss.
He won my heart. I knew this
love was going to come after
the first click. So i called it twitter
love* ~
350 · Jan 2015
My home
Carolin Jan 2015
I want to live inside
your delicate bones.
Melt into you like
lotion on one's skin.
I want to love every
inch of you and create
a home from with in.
To curl against your
body and bury my
face into your collar
bones. To hug you tight
and tell you thanks for
letting me make you my
home and for sheltering
me from all kinds of coming
storms. I want you skin
on skin* ~
348 · Apr 2015
He made a garden out of her
Carolin Apr 2015
He made a garden out of her.
Pulled the weeds from the
cracks of her bones. Parted
the curtains of her soul to allow
the sunshine to pass right
through. Planted tulips and
roses. Dandelions as well.
Watered her gardens with
the water dripping from the
side of his hands. He sits and
smiles as the flowers bloom
and grow. He sits and smiles
as the gardens give colour to
her soul. The vines wrap
themselves so gently around
the cage of her ribs. Morning
dew falls on the petals from
within making the photosynthesis process begin while the sunshine
pours down on them. He made
a garden out of her and that's how their story of love began* ~
348 · May 2015
I Am Stronger Than This
Carolin May 2015
I am stronger than this.
I am stronger than having
my hands and legs tied
and ready to commit suicide.
I have poems ready to burst
deep down from the inside.
Dreams that are waiting to
be chased. A light that is
ready to shine over my
shadows and dark. I am
stronger than this. Water
will not defeat me tonight.
I refuse to give up and die.
I want to exist. To swim to
the surface and make it alive
to the water's shore. I want
to love and live* ~
347 · Mar 2015
His beauty
Carolin Mar 2015
His beauty turns the
clouds on. And they
called this process rain.
Little did they know his
beauty was behind that
all* ~
347 · Jun 2015
Pools Of Madness
Carolin Jun 2015
He drowned
in the pools
of madness
she had in
her eyes
before she
let them out
and cried* ~
347 · Feb 2017
I Watched It Burn
Carolin Feb 2017
I took a deep breath and
exhaled flames that put
my past to rest. I watched
my pages ******* and
burn down. I saw my past
become dust and ash in
a fraction of a second.
In a heartbeat it was
descending ~
344 · Dec 2014
Metaphors
Carolin Dec 2014
These metaphors
hold the deepest of
stories from within.
Each story is about
him. I don't care if this
culture we live in finds
that some kind of sin.
Because I can not do life
except when im with him.* ~
343 · Jan 2015
When looking at him
Carolin Jan 2015
All the huffing and puffing
led to nothing. I better have
a seat and grab a red velvet
muffin. Sigh and look to my
lover straight in the eye somehow
the world in my head seems
to settle down and be just fine
when i look at him* ~
340 · Sep 2015
What I Am
Carolin Sep 2015
I am the word that no
one dares to speak. I
am the insomnia that
never puts you to sleep.
Dark alleys and train wrecks
is what I am. Burnt coal
and smoke on walls is how
I look like when my clothes
fall off to the floor. An
unfinished story that lost
it's glory is how I see myself.
But with you in my life , oh
I feel so confident and complete.
I'm no longer afraid to breathe
or sleep. My eyes barely weep.
The holes in my bones are filled
up with flower seeds. And the
cavities in my teeth are filled
with love. With you I become
someone new. Someone smart
and bright. Someone who
doesn't fear the light or
dark. I become someone
who's madly in love
and so full of
life* ~
338 · Aug 2014
Don't be sad tonight
Carolin Aug 2014
No frowns tonight
I wont let this feeling
take you down. No tears
tonight your eyes shouldn't
be this kind of sad. I won't
let the bad thoughts take
over you. Cause your all i
have. Let me inject your
veins with some hope to
take away this solid pain.
I don't want you living in
the dark for long. Come
out with me and play with the
angels in the bright morning light.
Hold my hand to comfort
you. I'll stay here all night to
look out for you. If there was
anything else i can do to take
those bad feelings away please
tell me and darling if i could i
would be happy to kiss them
away for you. I just don't want
to see this kind sadness in your
beautiful eyes tonight*  ~
338 · Jun 2015
Metaphors
Carolin Jun 2015
Our country is a garden.
The people are the flowers.
And our army men are the
strong green stems* ~
337 · May 2015
Kitchen Fun
Carolin May 2015
We call hotdogs on a
bun kitchen fun. A roller
and dough is all we need
to be ready to go. Some
chocolate , love and
flour on our aprons could
be lovely just like your
fragrance. Chicken and
spices that smell nice
could be kind of a surprise
if we cook it while we roll
the dice. Fish and rice with
a shot of ***** and ice
could be just as fine. You
be my cook tonight and i'll
be your assistant. I'll kiss
you while the food is getting
ready on the stove. Then give
you the sweater that i wove to
keep you warm from winter's
blistering cold. Darling nothing
can compare with this
kitchen fun and our love
up in this midnight's air* ~
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