Torn like forgotten old
musical notes.

Left alone to bleed out
the saddest of melodies
from my veins.

The world was getting
heavy and the lights
began to dim. I stopped
eating and became little
and thin.

Waiting for someone to
pass by and fix me
before I die.

Waiting for the sunshine
to shine on my soul.

I shut my eyes and saw
a man wearing red
walking towards
me.

He had scotch tape and
a bag that read the word
"Love" on it.

He picked me up and
dusted me off.

Sat me on his lap and
made me rest on his
chest.

And began to play gently
on the old broken piano
keys a song that he
claimed was
dedicated
for me.

I thought this was all
a dream.

I couldn't believe that
this was happening
to me.

To be loved and healed.
To have a man who
glued my notes.  

And weaved the best
of melodies all over
my skin and bones.

And most of all to finally
not have to deal with
this life and mad
world on my
own* ~

My beauty was covered
by tragedies fingertips. It
had scarred my lips and
hips. But I covered the
marks with beautiful tattoo
art. Inked my scars with
different shades of purple
and pink. Splashed my
skin with lemon grass green
and sunset red. Drenched
my soul in literature and
poetry. Escaped my past
through fairy tales
and several
stories* ~

I want to hide under
your skin.

To cocoon in your
lungs.

I want to stay in
a shell.

Like little *****
and clams on the sea
shores.

Like little dinosaurs
ages ago.

Because this world is
hurting me to the point
where i can't take it
anymore* ~

I am the word that no
one dares to speak. I
am the insomnia that
never puts you to sleep.
Dark alleys and train wrecks
is what I am. Burnt coal
and smoke on walls is how
I look like when my clothes
fall off to the floor. An
unfinished story that lost
it's glory is how I see myself.
But with you in my life , oh
I feel so confident and complete.
I'm no longer afraid to breathe
or sleep. My eyes barely weep.
The holes in my bones are filled
up with flower seeds. And the
cavities in my teeth are filled
with love. With you I become
someone new. Someone smart
and bright. Someone who
doesn't fear the light or
dark. I become someone
who's madly in love
and so full of
life* ~

He has forest trees caught
on flames below his elbows.
And my hands can feel the
heat and smoke. But I wouldn't
mind putting out his fire with
the tears that are falling from
my brown eyes. I wouldn't mind putting out his flames with the wetness between my thighs. I wouldn't mind putting out his
flames with my mouth and
tongue* ~

Walking on the fluff of clouds. Singing happy songs out loud. Breathing autumns fresh air.
Wearing a bra that matches
my black lace underwear. I
wonder around town without
a clue. Going to places that
remind me of the scent of you. Observing around. Looking
like a fool looking like a clown. Looking for a place that's
similar to Alice's wonderland
in a hole underground.
Looking for a place
where we could
be alone and
never found* ~

Drink up and
gulp. A cup of
tea. A cup of sea.
A cup of all the
things we could
possibly be* ~

Can we live in a forest ?

Go to a place where the
paths don't change.

Kiss under the shade of
trees and make out in
piles of leaves.

Can we sleep on gentle
earth's damp grounds ?

Drink our juice out of fresh
fruits.

And build a home from roots
and tree branches.

I got a lot planned for me
and you.

And I love you. It's true
I do.

You can adjust wild flowers
in my beard.

And i'll put dandelions and
weeds in your hair.

They'll look prettier than
clamshells i swear.

You can brush my hair with
your little hands.

And we'll make clothes out
of leaves and plants.

Give it a thought my dear.

And tell me if we can live
in a forest or a place that's
at least a little near* ~

On a boat here we go.

Row row and row.
No time to look back
no time to slow.

Running away from war.
Running away from ISIS.
Running away from this
all.

Daddy made no crime.
He had no food , pennies
or dimes.

The sun didn't shine.
The waves kept on going
high and high.

It was obvious that we were
going to drown and die.

Didn't matter if we screamed
or cried.

The angels wept from the
sky while the rich slept on
feather pillows without giving
a **** or showing some
care.

While the terrorists continued
on their mission. The blood
spilling and ****.

I knew i had a God up there
watching over us.

My body was tired and the
waves were about to erode
us.

Shivers descending down
our spines. And foam
escaping our mouths.

Salt and sadness filled our
eyes.

We didn't beg for dear life.
And we didn't dare to ask
why.

We gave our souls up.
Surrendered and died.

Knowing that there is a better
life waiting for us. Knowing that Christ will welcome us up in his
skies.

With his bright light and angels playing their violins and harps.

We sure are tiny humans.
But we died brave as we tried
hard and kicked the oceans
angry waves.

We made it to the heavens
above. While the terrorists
will burn to ash and dust.

As the time comes for their
weapons to  drop and
rust* ~

Baby feet going thump
thump thump.

Baby feet going jump
jump jump.

Baby feet running up
the grassy hill.

With no breaks to pause
and gasp for fresh air.

Baby bunny flops his little
ears to the left and the right
as if they are a helicopters
fan.

Ready for take off up high
in the skies.

Holding tight on a dandelion's
stem.

With his tail white as milk
and soft as silk.

Baby bunny drifts away in
the summer's warm winds.

Over the river sides and
green hills*  ~

Riding on rainbows and
trains.

Jumping into puddles of
water done by rain.

Scooping clouds like ice
cream on cones.

Running through the woods
like wolves.

Chasing our dreams hand
in hand.

Sharing smokes before the
sun rises in the sky.

Dancing softly like swans
in operas and ponds by
the parks.

Giggling together through
the hard times.

Touching everything that
glitters and shines in our
path.

Sweeping the chaos off of
each others arms and
hands.

Walking through life as
husband and wife.

Walking through life with
love and pride* ~

And if i wear a red dress
tonight , Would you tear
it off and kiss my flesh ?
Would you smudge my
lipstick and take me to
your bed ? Would you
strip it off and create
a hot big mess* ?  ~

Place your ribs into my
spine.

Sing me a melody
with a few rhymes.

Tell me lullabies on my
darkest nights. Tell me
things i can't deny.

Adjust the
stars in my skies.

Kiss me in bed before
i shut my eyes.

Run your fingers through
my hair.

Whisper prayers into
my ears.

Knot your fingers through
mine in the dead of night.

Cause my arms are trembling
as i lay down scared and
drenched in fear.

Place your ribs into my
spine.

And warm my body up
from this cold winter air.

Slap your skin against
mine and make me feel
your there.

Snuggled by my side
under the bed sheets.

Sniffing the scent of
lavender from hair.

Dressed in nothing but
your favorite underwear.

Resting by my side
without worrying
about running out
of time.

Or running out of tasty
red wine coming
from fresh twisted
grape vines ~

He whispered words
of love to the moon.
Minutes after I found
flowers growing out of
my scars and wounds* ~

I cried constellations that
night.

That night i refused to give
up the fight with voices inside
of my head.

I fought hard before i went to
bed.

And when i closed my eyes I
heard them say their last
goodbye.

And in that moment I was freed
from the torture and pain.

I cried stars that night.

Went to sleep with a smile on
my face as the world fell
silent.

I went to sleep finally knowing
that I have won the the war
with no bullets or sword* ~

I'm a little snail with no
home or tail. All I carry is
this shell over my shoulders
and back.

Wondering slow and lost
into God's woods.

Living with the constant fear
of getting squished like cookie
dough by someones shoe.

Afraid of loosing my cool and
hiding for an eternity inside
my shell.

I'm a snail who goes wherever
my minds tells me to go. To
places that are high and
low.

Under leaves and branches
of trees.

I'm a snail who doesn't want
to live the rest of it's life alone
and blue.

A snail who wants love , a wife
and a cozy home.

I'm a snail who wants to have
children and a wedding on pretty
river stones , where
the water floats by and
the fish pause to awe
and sigh* ~

Time to leave. Promise
you'll hold on to my love please.
I wore your favorite dress
my hair is a mess. My hands
are on the door **** and i
really don't want to turn it to
the right. But if I leave it closed
tonight i'll head back to the
ocean and swim to you. Kicking
with all my might the waters
that try to drag me down and
hit my body on the ocean's
rocks and stones. But nothing
will hurt me deep down to the
bone. Because the only true
pain that i'll ever experience is
the one where we part miles
away. And i'm left spending
my nights alone crying and
missing you. Waiting for dawn
so we log online and talk some
more. And of course thanks
to the different zones we
won't be able to call or
use our phones* ~

Was it fate that we met ?
To find my true soulmate.

The whole thing was a once
a dream and now it has to
turned into a reality.

I felt like floating in the air
as if there was no gravity to
pull me down.

I breathed in your scent as I
held you between my hands.

How lucky am I to have you
for an eternity.

My soulmate has found me
online and now he is here
right in front of me.

Telling me "Oh darling , now
that I have found you would
you please marry me"

Without hesitating or asking
the question of why joyful
tears fell from my eyes , as
I said my I do's and vows* ~

Under velvet skies i'll close
my eyes and dance.

Standing in the blue waves
of the sparkling sea.

Dancing in eternal movements. Shaking my hips and *******
for you.

Jumping up and down the
way dolphins do.

Moving my chest up and down
as the coins on my bra reflect
the sunshine.

Watching eternity flow from
my fingertips as the sweat
drips from between my
*******.

Lifting up my skirt to tease you
as I dance and move.

Seducing you in ways while the passion takes place inside of
your pants.

And the music of the gentle
waves makes you want to
get up and dance with me
along the shore.

Making you want to twist and
twirl with the girl who's under
the belly dancing suit.

The suit with beads and pearls.

The suit with golden coins
aligned on the bra cups.

The girl who's beauty can
drive one blind in a matter
of so little time.

The girl who enjoys dancing
for you* ~

I carry your heart in the
middle of my chest.

Between my *******.

A place where it's safe
to rest.

Your heartbeat is the lullaby
that helps me go to sleep.

It's the medicine that heals
me as it's fast and cheap.

I carry your heart wherever
I go.

Through ice and snow.

Through rain and storms.

I carry your heart through
it all* ~

It's getting dark now.
The tempest is rising from
underneath my skin.

You're miles away. And
it's driving me insane.

My bones are hallow and
my heart is becoming
weak and thin.

My hair is grey as dust
and ash. And i hear a
sad melancholy on
replay all day.

I daydream of my funeral
whenever i touch your side
of the bed and not find
you there.

I need you here now. This
distance is suffocating me.

My lungs are becoming
heavy and i feel the fiery
flames burning from within.

I need to jump now. To
reach your place. To swim
miles away over the ocean's
furious waves.

How could you do this and
travel to such a place. I
need you now and there
is no time to waste.

I'll take the risk and jump
from a highest of cliffs.

My bones are aching and
my body is shaking as I'm
craving your voice and taste.

Rescue me now.
Rescue me somehow.

Grab me by hips and pull me
away. Stop the wreckage
before it takes place.

I'll never let you travel miles
away from me like that again.

And i'll follow you wherever
you go even if it's outer space
or into the grave.

I love you dear. And I need
you near* ~

Nights were never meant
for sleeping. Just gentle
love and hugs.

Camping wasn't meant for
bonfires and roasted
marshmallows. But meant
for sleeping bags and your
lover to be the pillow.

Nights were meant for
kissing under the starry
skies and tangled limbs.
Soft kisses and ******
whispers in your lovers
ears as well.

They were meant for making
out gently instead of rough
messy loud ***.

Because the angels fly above
the ripples in our sheets as
they watch us and play their
harps and violins.

While we kiss each other's
lips over and over again as
passion fills our naked bodies
from within* ~

Baby bunny goes hop
hop hop. Baby bunny
jumps up up up.

It boxes the stars and
swings back to mars.

Then sleeps at night on
the moon as it whispers
soft lullabies into its ears.

And they float above
the earth's atmosphere.

Miles away from the
meadows on the
ground.

Baby bunny drifts away
like the golden sands
carried away by the
winds of the sahara.

Baby bunny drifts away
like dandelions blown  
into the air while held in
a child's hand.

Baby bunny hops up up
and up. Into the galaxies
and its own secret
fantasies.

Leaving mother earth
behind.

Not wanting to make
reality make him go
blind.

Baby bunny hops its
way to the place it
created in the back
of its little innocent
mind* ~

And i'll dress up in pearls
and beads for you.

Belly dance around the
room to please and ******
you.

Move my hips slowly from
the left to the right in order
to create the best of vibes.

I'll twist and twirl as i carry
your love inside of my every
vein.

Roll over the bed sheets
and our porcelain
floor.

Till the heat rises and you
can't take no more.

Till you feel the lust in you
from head to toe.

And the fire burning from
within under your coffee
coloured skin.

Till you get up and strip me
all.

As you brush the chaos
off my vanilla scented skin.

As the pearls fall one after
another from their strings
spelling out your name on
the floor.

And we're left naked with
nothing covering our skin
and bones but the night's
dim lights.

And our bodies collide and
become one. As we kiss
with two mouths and
one love.

And the explosion and sin
begin to start while the room
is quite.

And lit with flickering candle
lights that gently caress and
lick the walls till the night is
gone and we're left with
dawn* ~

Bobbing our heads to the
beat of the rhythm of the
people singing in the street.

Dancing on branches and
twigs with happy feet.

Flying around the city all day. Standing on statues of clay.

While our hearts bloom just
like the flowers of spring do.

We look at one another's pretty feathers and say the words of
I love you.

While other pigeons watch
us as I lean forward to kiss
you the way morning dew
kisses the flowers and their
leaves too.

They watch us as I kiss you
the way lovers do at night in
the city lights.

As they shout out for an encore
and flap their wings to clap* ~

Can we get married in
the sea ? Swim our
way to the shore ?

Dress up fancy and let
me adjust your bow.

Can we knot our fingers
together and swim out
of the gentle waves ?

Feel the shells beneath
our toes and the love deep
in our bones.

Can we kiss under the water
as you place your hands
under my white fluffy
dress and grab me by
the heart and hips ?

Can we have some wild fun
as we hum the same
song along and our lips
kiss till they go numb ?  

While the salted water
wrinkles the skin on our
hands and feet.

As we exchange emotions
that are soft and sweet.

Can we get married in the
sea ?

Baby it'll be just you
and me I promise it'll be
oh so heavenly* ~

Running barefoot in
the woods. Naked
and all alone.

Stumbled on some
stones. I fell on all
fours.

Looked up and saw
a wolf that had glowing
fur and eyes that shined
so bright through the night.

He gave me some of his
body heat to warm me
up.

I took a few of the stars
that dangled from his fur
and wove them onto my
skin.

And he welcomed me
into his heart and cradled
me like a child in his mother's
arms during the night
while we heard the
owls hum a song.

A song that would make
all the untamed animals
come out and dance.

A song of love that would
get you out of your pants.

A song that would set you
in a never ending trance.

A song that washes your
soul from gentle sin.

I was no longer lost and
alone. Cause I met a wolf
that welcomed me home.

I met a wolf who saved
me from the blistering
cold winds and the
dark.

I met a wolf who brightened
my life with his own
sparks

I met a wolf who knew how
to define the word
L.O.V.E* ~

Oh darling the way you
smile gives me butterflies.

It makes my tummy flip
upside down and turn from
the left to the right.

And i swear these butterflies
can become your sail when
your boat gets lost at sea.

The winds will direct you
back to me.

And together we'll be united
and free.

Just know that i'll be there
loving you endlessly and
for an infinity* ~

My rose petals fell for
you the first time you
passed by my side. I
didn't know what to
really do but blush
and sigh* ~

On lotus flower petals
that float into the Nile
too I will write the words
of I love you* ~

Be gentle
with my
ink* ~

And i wrote this :
Dark art has it's own
spark. Flowers in skulls
have brave hearts.

The way they grow out
from death.

The way they fight to
survive and bloom into
sunlight.

Fascinating the living and
the dead with the way
they grow through the
holes where eye *****
should exist.

They get to have a vision
of their own before
decomposing and turning
to ash and dust like
skeletons under their silver
grave stones.

Isn't courageous of them to experience life from
someone who's dead ?

As their roots cover every
inch of bone on the human
skull.

Growing stronger than
never before.

Bursting into life and
colours instead of fading
out into the black
and grey* ~

Every time I write a
poem dandelions
grow on my skin.
Every time  you kiss
them my bones
blush from
within* ~

She asked him to bring
her the moon. Since his
air ballon couldn't reach
the galaxies hidden behind
the blue skies , he gathered
all the pretty pebbles and
stones found by the sea
shore. And formed them
in the shape of a crescent.
Then promised her to buy
a rocket ship when has
enough money someday so
he could bring her to the
moon itself. He said that
this was the closest he
could get. She stood with
blushing cheeks that turned
ruby red. While he leaned
close and placed a soft
kiss on her forehead* ~

He asked me what does
young love look like.

So I pointed at the shy
sunflowers making
out in the backyard.

He asked me how does
it feel.

So i grabbed his hand
and followed the trail
of roses , sat him
down and showed him
how love can be real.

By kissing him from head
to toe on the wet summer
grass.

By stripping off every
piece of cloth and kissing
him skin on skin on gentle
earth's ground* ~

There is no cure for depression
but love.

It's what keeps you going on.
It keeps you floating on the
surface of the pond.

It clears out your veins from
the poison you sip on the way
you do with red wine
everyday.

It's what makes you see when
your blind.

But society sets so many rules
for love and how it should
be.

Forcing you to keep it a secret sometimes the way fishermen do when they capture mermaids from the sea.

Making you afraid to tell everyone you know alive including your mom
and dad.

But only the rebels know how to
survive. Only the rebels know
to how to runaway with their
loved ones.

As they pack their bags and hit
the road. Without knowing where
to go or looking back.

Not giving a **** about the
people and what will they say.
Only the rebels know how to
get away.

To marry the love of their life and have a family of their own. To
have a child and live in a little
home built from stone.

To go miles away to say their I
love you's and vows. To ditch
the crowd and yet feel very
proud.

Only the rebels know how to
slap society on the face and
runaway.

Only the rebels know how to
let their love exist and have a
pulse

Because they know it's true and
not false as the people in town
say* ~

Fill up the tub with warm
water. Rose petals , leaves
and other flowers that
bloom in the season
of spring.

Slide in next to me. Collide
with my soul and let me
make you feel whole as the fun begins.

Relax and let the nervousness
drown out of your bones.

Come into my arms as that
should make you feel calm
and home.

Let the flowers caress your
skin gently as our limbs tangle
up the way vines do simply
on the gates of our backyard
and heavens doors.

Let me massage your shoulders
as I kiss your collar bones
passionately.

This is how our lives will be
from now on when you leave
work and come back home.

We'll begin to hum our
favorite melody as we drench
our souls in delicate kisses.
While the petals touch our
skin and blush in the tub.

And we start to softly giggle
and moan as we crave for
much more* ~

I was alone as i plucked
the flowers from the weeds.
The daisies from the leaves.

And placed them in your
cigarette pack then placed
them in your bag.

And when you came along
you asked if I forgot to take
my meds.

Even though you knew this
was for your safety as it had
nothing to do with the voices
in my head.

All I want for you is to stop
smoking those **** LM
blue and Marlboro too.

Because you have a beautiful
garden inside of you.

And I fear that the smoke
might damage the rose
petals and the wet
summer grass you
have within.

All I want is to see you
constantly bloom the way
flowers due in the month
of April and June* ~

Count to three with me and
break free. Open the cage
and run away with me.

Flap your wings and fly up
high in God's skies. Hop from
branch to branch and sing a
secret melody. A melody that
no one knows but you and I.

We'll move from tree to tree.
And enjoy every sunset as we
cuddle side by side in the
middle of a thousand
leaves.

Twist and twirl with me as
the morning dew drops fall
on rose petals looking like
shiny gem stones and
pearls.

I think it's time we count to
three and give it a last try.
We might get lucky and
break free.

Trust me we'll be looking back
at that day as we laugh and
sigh without asking the
question of why.

So flap those wings cause
it's our time tonight to fly
where ever the winds carry
our bodies gently upon
landscapes and grey
starless skies* ~

He opened
his mouth
and love
letters
came
out* ~

It was always blistering
cold winter in my heart.
Till our lips met and we
kissed. Causing the snow
to melt off from my
ventricles and
skin* ~

My dreams came true
after I fell in love with
you.

You chased them with
me and when I fell in
the middle of the way
you'd pick me up telling
me that things will be ok.

We faced many challenges
so far in our lives but we
made it out alive hand
in hand.

You stood by my side at
the moments where i was
broke.

Offered to lend me money
to take the stress off my
mind. So i'd feel that things
are fine despite that I didn't
have a penny or a dime.

My dreams came true when
I fell in love with you.

Your love made a poetess
out of me. Encouraging me
to write more than ever before.
Making me sit back and watch
your eyes make gentle love
to each and every word I
write.

Thank you for existing. Thank
you for giving me such an
amazing life. Most of all the
honor of making me your
one and only wife* ~

Screaming out in desperate
cries. Choking on people's
lies. No one heard me the
way they don't hear suffocating
fish out of the sea. Gasping
for air in fishermen's
nets. Not knowing
which one of
them will
die next* ~

I'm the werewolf of the night.
The one you fear looking at
straight in the eye. I'm the
werewolf that howls at the
silver moon. Left alone in
the dark feeling sad and
blue. Not having a ****
clue of what to do.

I'm the
werewolf that carries it's
secrets under its skin and
fur. While others talk about
what bothers them while I
sit as my blood boils from
within.

Not knowing of how
to tell the people the mess
that i've been dragged in
since that night the black
wolf sank it's fangs deep
down into my skin.

Causing the pain to spread
from vein to vein. Causing
me these fevers and aches
as my body transforms and
shakes in the dead of night.
Causing me to go mad and
insane.

I'm the werewolf that saw
it's life and freedom taken
away in the light of the day
as I was about to be another
wolf's prey.

I was once an innocent
little girl that loved walking
alone in the woods. I was
once a little girl that thought
evil and magic don't exist
in the world.

But this is me
today a werewolf running
around looking for fresh
prey. Looking for a soul to
take before the night
fades away* ~

I became a flower the
day i saw the sunshine
in your eyes. It looked
prettier than the velvet
and blue skies. You
coloured my wilted petals
and helped me stand up
and rise. You gave me a
stem instead of shiny
expensive gems. And
that's why I became a
sunflower to feed off the
light you have from within.
To chase the sun before it
sets down and my petals
start to tilt and face gentle
earth's grounds* ~

I feel the pain in my chest
again. The stars under my
skin are crashing.  My lights
are fading out. I'm getting
worse as I feel the force
pulling me into the grey
again. Hold me tight. I
need your light. Stir the
chaos under my skin. I'm
falling fast like a meteor
making it's way through
gentle earth's atmosphere
as it's leaving it's galaxy.
Help me not break and
crash. I fear that i'll be
stardust and ash. Be my
meds and bring out the
best of me. Hear my cries
of save and rescue me.
People are laughing and
pointing as my stars burn
out one after another again.
I'm left alone now with no
sister , brother or family. My
chest is getting heavy and all I
feel now is broken and
hollow. This heart of mine
has become filled up with
pain and sorrow. Fix me
please. I need your body
near. Your kiss and touch
might help me heal. Give
me life and light. Take me
into your galaxy tonight.
Your love will give me life
and help things be alright.
Drown out the nervousness
from my broken bones.
Mend my chest and kiss
my soul. Hug me and make
me whole take me in your
arms and welcome me
home* ~

Standing on the edge
of death. Feeling nothing
but pain in my chest.
Blood drips from my
eyes. The veins have
froze in my arms , legs
and thighs. Bitten by a
zombie. Infected by it's
germs. Feeling the
adrenaline rush and a
storm in my bones. I've
been cursed and ******.
And left without a plan.
All i think of now is eating
you. Starting with the
brain in your head and
ending up with your
feet and toes* ~

Don't worry when it
gets too loud in your
head. I'll play the violin
for you as I pull on the
strings i hide under my
skin. The soft melodies
will fill you up with positive
vibes. And you'll wave
to your demons and
their noise gentle
goodbyes* ~

He came everyday to
play a game of cards
with me. And tell me
stories about the sea.
He'd adjust pretty clams
in my hair. Sometimes
we'd play the game of
truth or dare. His love
made me forget about
the curse that followed
me everywhere. The
curse of having a
mermaid's tail* ~

He kissed her a kiss
so seducing and deep.
A kiss that swept her
off her feet. A kiss that
lit up all the lanterns
she had inside. A kiss
that let her soul
shine during her
darkest of
times* ~