For every time the wind blows
A thought of you awakens
With each draft there after
My heart is but forsaken.

With every single rain drop
In my thoughts you tend to linger
With every rose that opens
A thorn but ****** my finger.

With every thought of you
It's true, I must confess
A dream you come to be
Although I seem to love you best.

Our hands have never touched
Our eyes have yet to meet
But with every waken moment
It is YOU, I feel I need.

With these thoughts, I follow
Where ever they shall lead
In hopes that maybe someday
They'll be more than just a dream.

With each passing day
you are my sunlight
the breeze in my hair
the stars that shine bright.
You are my laughter,
You are my strength,
there is no better place
that I'd rather be.
Beside you always
to show you the way,
To give back to you
what you give to me everyday.
You're place in this world
is special, you see
for without you here
this world would not be.
There are memories to build,
many places to see,
as together our hearts
bulid love and tranquility.
My reasons for living
for a happiness so true
All of the reasons
Why I"ll always love you.

Days on the beach with our feet in the sand
The sun on our face, walking hand in hand.
The waves gently flowing up to the shore
These are the memories that daddies are for.

Sleeping peacefully, as you rock in your chair
Your breath softly sweeping through my long hair.
My thumb in my mouth, a smile on your face
I could never imagine being any other place.

There were days when we'd mingle out in the shop
Two very wise carpenters just doing their jobs.
I'd watch, as you worked, just building away
Following in your shadow  without a word to say.

You'd even take me hunting when ever you would go
Although this little mouth was quite the talking pro.
I may have scared the deer away more times than few
But it didn't seem to matter because I always went with you.

Days spent with daddy were diamonds and gold
In this little girls' heart she will always hold.
Now many miles between us, time is made few
I wish for one more day to walk hand in hand with you.

The times we use to share are branded in my heart
Memories lie deep within, they shall never part.
I keep them alive with thoughts everyday
Of my wonderful daddy in his own special way.

The direction of my heart
Flows gracefully into yours
Peaceful thoughts and melodies
sing to me a chorus.
Beautiful day has risen
brightness from your soul doth shine
Into thine eyes so wondrously
Giving happiness so divine.
A gentle sweep of thy feet
Lands me honorably into your arms
holding me tight, yet sweetly
for I am taken by your charm.
No distinct way to hide
For it has been drawn deep within
The feeling that your smile gives
could be my desiring, eternal sin.
Mesmerized by your words
Though I've yet to hear the sound
I'm pleading with my heart
To allow your voice be found.
As day slowly fades
Night surrounds me fair
the thoughts of you engulf me
As I wish that you were there.
The parting of our hearts
Must be the longing for return
For everyday thy heart is weak
Tis for you that I yearn.

Miss those arms around me

When you use to hold me tight,

Never doubting that you loved me

Every day and every night.


You had a way about you

That made me feel so safe,

Knowing nothing could hurt me

Neither night nor day.


When my heart was broken

You knew just what to say,

You would take away the heartache

If it took all night and day.


I remember our fun times together

Like we'd go fishing on the lake,

If ever a time you wouldn't let me go,

I'd cry all night and day.


For being with you, Daddy

Made a little girls dreams come true

There was nothing better in the world

Then spending night and day with you.


You always did amaze me

You were my hero, by the way,

You were the strongest man I ever knew

Your strength remained night and day.


Life was hard while growing up

You were my strength along the way,

No matter what this life may bring

I will forever love you, night and day.

Someone comes into your life,

Every once in a while,

Sometimes they bring laughter,

Others they bring a smile.


This has given me a new perspective,

On a lot, including myself,

Taking heartbreaks from the past,

Placing them upon a shelf.


Walking away, leaving them there,

Never looking back or thinking twice,

Only looking at what the future holds,

The things that make my life so nice.


No need to dwell on what we can't change,

Live for what is making us live,

The beauty of the world, the touch of his hands,

The most amazing, is the gift to give.


Let your heart reach out,

Show someone how to smile,

Never hesitate to take the time,

If only once in a while.

It was a cold and dreary night, when I called you up to say,
"There's only just a few more miles, but I am on my way."
My radio was blaring, the windows were all rolled down,
Nothing's going to stop me now, for I am wedding bound.
Thinking of my bride, how beautiful she will be,
Speeding up to get there, for my love I longed to see.
The miles seemed to get longer, excitement building strong,
In an instant I close my eyes, not knowing what was wrong.
The next thing I remember, your face so lovely to see,
The beautiful lady who said yes, when asked to marry me.
There you were beside me, "What are you doing here?
Our wedding is about to start my love, I told you I was near."
You looked into my eyes, tears falling down your face,
All I could see surrounding us, was a beautiful dress of lace.
"Why are you crying all those tears, you shall marry me tonight,
Have you changed your mind already, or has your love lost it's sight?"
Reaching down, she kissed me, "I'll love you forever my dear,"
Then falling onto my chest, weeping is all I could hear.
That very moment and time, I knew my dreams were shattered,
For when I closed my eyes to imagine her, I lost everything that mattered.
As I lay here lifeless before you, you are full of hurt and pain,
In your eyes I see the sadness, for what will never be the same.
I want to hold you close to me, tell you everything's okay,
To comfort all your sadness, take all your pain away.
Somehow deep inside of me, I know you will get through,
I want to say, "I'm so sorry love, this isn't what I intended to do."
My dream was just to be there, watch you walking up the isle,
Glaring into each others eyes, sharing our love all the while.
Holding your hand in mine, speaking our vows and saying I do,
To be the man whom you'd always love, and for eternity I'd love you too.
We'd kiss and hold each other, walking hand in hand, away,
For this would be the beginning, of the life we'd share this day.
In my arms you'd dance, under the moonlit sky so bright,
Proud of holding you close my love, for you are the most beautiful sight.
Today is just the beginning, of the heartache you shall feel,
I'll be forever by your side, hoping that your heart will heal,
I'd beg for one more chance, in hopes to do it right,
If only just to see you smile, on our wedding night.

A garden of despair
Or sadness you may see.
Beauty is beyond it all
As for here, is just a dream.
It's elegance and silence
Take my soul to faraway
The beauty it beholds
Is why I come to dream each day.
In this peaceful place I sit
A gentle breeze always blows
Somewhere midst the silence
Is where all my dreams doth go.
When night begins to beacon
I am awakened from deep in sleep
As I stand to leave this peaceful place
My dreams it shall safely keep.
For another day is arising soon
Calling me nearer to thee
Back in this peaceful place
I'll return to continue my dream.

As I peer into the mirror, what is it I see?
A beautiful face staring back at me.
Though the image is different than that of my own
There are a few resemblances that are clearly shown.
You are there, it is you that I see,
That beautiful face that stares back at me.
Reflections of a love so true,
The bond that was shared between me and you.
The things that you taught me, the love that you hold,
Are the reasons why I am so strong and so bold.
You gave to me wings and allowed me to soar,
You gave to me, life, and I owe you much more.
Cherish your "MOTHER"  and the love that she gives,
For a reflection of life, oh, how precious it is.
From this day forward in the mirror there will be,
Reflections of my mother staring back at me.

Sadness lives to hollow the heart
Its pleasure is our pain
It abides in darkness and fear
It lives for weakness to gain.
Burying itself within our minds
Trying to steal our dreams
Desiring one tear to fall
Knowing it shall succeed.
Sadness is but a figment
That of which we can control
If we refuse to get lost within it
It cannot deprive our souls.
Our strength and our wisdom
Keeps us standing tall
As long as we fight sadness
We are saved from it all.

Secretly I must say you are amazing,
In every single way you can be.
Secretly I must tell you, my love
That I haven fallen deep for thee.

Secretly I want you to know
That I need you now and forever
Secretly you must know in your heart
we are meant to be together.

Secretly I wanna make love to you
until the sky is full of light
Secretly then we shall share a day
until the day turns into night.

Secretly I will  share with you
the feelings that I hold
Secretly I'm so in love with you
and with you, I wanna grow old.

Into the heavens your soul shall soar
An Angel of Gods chosen flight
                            For from goodness comes eternal life                              
Peace be with you tonight.
A face that will never be forgotten
His music, from his heart, did play
Such a tragic and overwhelming loss
Of this soulful musician today.
Though life is never what we expect
Lived from day to day
Sometimes we question what God does
Though we should except it come what may.
Through all the trials and tribulations
Even heartache and tears
We must remember that you are an Angel now
Walking home without any fears.
When your thoughts carry you away
Look to the sky and see
The soulful musician looking back at you
An Angel of God, now, is HE.

In loving memory of "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott (Dec. 08 2004)

He hunts for me, by night
My soul he longs to take
As my temptations are getting weaker
I fear, it's the taste of blood I crave.

The medication, I'm now immune
Before long I shall transform
For the beast that longs to steal my soul
Will be the beast, that I become.

As he hunts for me each night
My craving, is to steal his soul
For the smell of his blood leaves me thirsty
Driving me out of control.

His skin smells of sweetness
His blood is my cravings of the night
He moves closer to me, I lick him
His neck, irresistible, I bite.

The splatter of blood everywhere
Tearing flesh from bones
I crave the smell of death inside
                                   A death to most unknown.                                        


After all the nights he hunted me
It was I, who stole his soul
Now, I'm nothing more than he
The Beast, that lost control.

Walking away..
Hearing the faint cry of your voice
Calling out to me,
For it's  too late now, I am gone.

My heart left you..
Standing in a distance like shadows
Darkness blinded me,
Allowing me not too see your tears.

No feeling left...
Cold hearted by your wickedness
My blood chilled,
Left me with nothing but death.

To my knees....
I fall, staggered and so empty,
Silence drapes me,
Your face is all I see....

Tis my death....The beginning.

Turning your back, so easily done
When all the while you are the one
Who began the war, increasing the fire
Just for your pleasure, your sheer desire.

My feelings fall short from your mind
Revenge I seek, and I shall find.
I did nothing, yet I pay the price
What a friendship, how sweet, how nice.

Nothing left but an empty heart
Ripped from my chest, and torn apart.
Nothing falls short of who I am
Letting you win..I'll be ******!!

Standing tall, firmly on the ground
Nothing you do will bring me down.
My hands are washed of you forever
Lost in lies, no longer together.

A better person I prove to be
While your true colors, others shall see.
Dim, and dull, boring and grey
Guess there's nothing else to say.....

Except goodbye and farewell!!!

There are days when
beneath our adulthood comes
the innocent child within,
who giggles at the little things
and wears a silly grin.

There are days when
melancholy comes to
visit for a while;
the mind feels tired, the body weak;
we have no strength to smile.

There are days when
joy abundant
grabs a hold of you and me;
wraps us up in all it's splendor,
lifts us up and sets us free.

There are days when
sorrow wraps us
in its cloak of grief and fear,
'till our hearts ache to the breaking,
'till our eyes can't shed a tear.

There are days when
love bestows us
with its wonderment and light;
with its beauty and its mystery,
its power and its might.

There are days when
all I need is you
to be there to make me smile;
Just knowing that you comfort me
makes our friendship all worth while.

And there are days when
life rewards us
and seems to make amends
by granting us a marvelous gift,
the precious gift of Friends.

As elegant as any,
he dances with ease
No fear in his heart
His goal is to please.

He circles around me
with a grin ear to ear
Nothing else matters
When his body is near

With air brushing past me
He is a magician of dance
I watch him hypnotically
I am engulfed in a trance

His feet are in motion
his confidence grand.
He leans forward slightly,
and offers his hand.

Everyone is now gazing
but he stays right on track.
He pulls me in closer,
sending chills down my back.

Like a true master of dance,
he has awaken my soul
His hands grip me firmly
I have lost all control.

The night is now ending,
and so is this spell
He kisses me softly,
as I bid him farewell.