Another year older and...
Nothing.

Drowning my heart in the blood of your words
dripping tears and burning with pain
Losing my senses of right and wrong
and drowning it all in the rain
Burning with scars from the stare of your eyes
Losing myself in your gaze
hiding behind a wall of the present
is not going to rid of those days.

I need to stop
I must let go
I can’t go on
I must let you know
But I haven’t the words to say
The lingering feelings
Won’t go away
Until I face what’s sorry but true
Until I admit
I’m in love with you

I loved you
You liked me
I accepted it, I s'pose
I love you
You like me
And that's how it always goes.
But now we're together
And I love you still
But I can't make you love me
So I'll hope that you will

Words in different patterns
In different shapes and forms
I can't put them together
As they join in massive swarms

Letters and symbols and spaces
That bring worries and fears and doubt
How do I put them together
How do they come out?

This isn't about you
I'm leaving without you
I'm leaving alone

You should've thought about me
When you left without me
Left me without a home

Paint the down blue
Drown it with tears
Crying from pain
Hiding from fears
Trying not to cry
Living to die
Alone and lost
Me, myself, I
Bleeding a river
Crying a sea
I don't want to be here
I don't want to be me

Is it something I said
Is it just how it is
Did some other girl give him more than I did

Is he telling the truth
That its not me, it's him
Is it something I said?
Is that just how it is?

I spend so much time crying
I can't even think
If I stop for a moment
I know I will sink
In the tears that I cry
In the pain I set free
Maybe I'm crazy
Or maybe I'm me.