Cameron Godfrey: Poems

Feb 2012 · 1.1k

Cameron Godfrey Feb 2012

That day will last forever
the last waking moments spent.
The time we were together,
and the perfect dreams I dreamt.
The conflicting feelings will linger,
I’ll remember you handing my hand.
our interlocking fingers
I’ll remember, those moments were grand.

Feb 2012 · 750

Far

Cameron Godfrey Feb 2012

Far

I’m racking my brain,
I don’t understand,
he’ll look in my eyes
and he’ll hold my hand
I’m searching my mind,
but it’s so far away,
words cannot explain
the things I want to say.
Moments get awkward,
and times they get tough.
and sometimes texting just isn’t enough.
he’s like a tattoo
forever like a scar
He’s hours away.
But that’s never felt so *near.

Feb 2012 · 489

Innocence

Cameron Godfrey Feb 2012

Innocence

It's not innocent, it's not right.
It's the reason I haven't slept a wink at night.
we’re not perfect, we know we were wrong.
and it would be foolish to carry along.
lying to the world, lying to ourselves.
trying to hide it and going through hell.
The good times faded, but the pain still lingers,
With the sweet memory of our interlocking fingers.

Feb 2012 · 393

His Words will Last Forever

Cameron Godfrey Feb 2012

His Words will Last Forever

His words will last forever
scarred across my heart
his words will never disappear
tearing me apart
I’ll always be the victim,
he’ll always be to blame,
He’ll always be the reason
that I hide my face in shame.
His words will last forever
like a tattoo or a scar
His words will never go away
and they’ll never wander far

Feb 2012 · 602

He Looks

Cameron Godfrey Feb 2012

He Looks

He looks at me
I fake a smile,
I run and hide and cry a while.
He looks at me
fear trickles down my spine
but again and again I tell him I’m fine.
He looks at me
like mind control
Staring me down and eating my soul.
He looks at her
like she’s a work of art
He’ll love her, and he’ll break my heart.

Feb 2012 · 379

Making it Okay

Cameron Godfrey Feb 2012

Making it Okay

Trying so hard it's not going away
because we both know that wanting it doesn't make it okay.
My mind's gone immoral; we know it's not right.
So i'm sitting up while you're sleeping at night
Striving to be happy is making me sad
Saying it's fine doesn't make it less bad
Wishing you away but wanting you here
the knot in my stomach starts to stab like a spear
Trying so hard, but it won't go away
because we both know that wanting it doesn't make it okay.

Feb 2012 · 617

Rewind

Cameron Godfrey Feb 2012

Rewind

I’m so confused
Can’t tell myself why
my head’s in the clouds
my heart’s in the sky
I’ve been so lost
I don’t know how
I don’t understand
where I’m going now
Losing myself,
losing my mind
wishing so hard
that I could rewind.

Feb 2012 · 280

Those Days

Cameron Godfrey Feb 2012

Those Days

Drowning my heart in the blood of your words
dripping tears and burning with pain
Losing my senses of right and wrong
and drowning it all in the rain
Burning with scars from the stare of your eyes
Losing myself in your gaze
hiding behind a wall of the present
is not going to rid of those days.

Feb 2012 · 355

Pathetic

Cameron Godfrey Feb 2012

Pathetic

I know it’s pathetic
Can’t do anything right.
I know that it’s stupid
But I still try to fight.
I let my walls down
I let myself break
I hide behind confidence
But I’m only a fake.
She’ll always win.
and I’ll always fail
In this war of the darkness
She’ll always prevail

— The End —