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 Mar 2012 Cameron Godfrey
Torina
I feel like my words alone are not enough
To change a mind
Change a heart
Fill someone with love.
I feel empty,
Like I'm going, going, gone.
Something's missing.
Until I find it,
I won't carry on.

I refuse to allow anything
To get the better of me.
I'm not afraid to face the truth
If it will set me free.

Though I'm young, I'm learning how to truly live
To look inside myself,
Inside my mind.
Times are changing,
And my heart keeps on breaking.
I know there's more to life than waiting.

I refuse to allow anything
To get the better of me.
I'm not afraid to face the truth
If it will set me free.
Building up the strength within
In order to do whats right.
Not thinking of the consequences
To sculpt a better life.
Walk up to her and proudly tell
The way she makes you feel.
Waiting for the answer will be the hardest part
But it will set you free and let you make a new start.
If the answer is goo its a joyful day
Where no one can conceal your happiness.
But if its bad you can always say
I had the courage to admit my it.
© Awkward Moments 07/29/10
The moon is shining cold and bright
The stream reflecting all its light.
Just lying here you and I
Gazing up into the sky.
My heart is beating fierce and fast
Hope this moment will always last.
Desperately craving a single kiss
But unable to interrupt the bliss.
We lie together until the dawn,
Til' life beckons us to carry on.
But that shall only be the start
Of loves connection in my heart.
Special thanks to Leslie Moorly/James Robert, and to Jacqueline Brehmer Marshall, both of whom helped me to make this poem better.
© Awkward Moments 07/30/10
I bumped my head against the slate gray sky.

The shattered pieces of a fanciful dream cover me;

My mind is now unclouded by childish, romantic notions.

The emptiness beckons once more;

An invitation to slog through the dark swamps of soured hope

   and splintered delusions of love.

I allowed my heart’s citadel to be breached;

Opening the gate to rejection’s crushing blow.

The banner of inadequacy raised high once more,

To flutter again in the winds of remembered failures and defeats.

“It is not good for the man to be alone.”

That phrase rings hollow amidst such pain;

Alone seems better than discarded.
What is the Dream
I'm Dreaming of?
It's not as it's seems,
It is not love.
My dream is for quiet
for peace
for Laughter
My dream Is for the world
to live Happily Ever After
For the angels who inhabit this town,
although their shape constantly changes,
each night we leave some cold potatoes
and a bowl of milk on the windowsill.
Usually they inhabit heaven where,
by the way, no tears are allowed.
They push the moon around like
a boiled yam.
The Milky Way is their hen
with her many children.
When it is night the cows lie down
but the moon, that big bull,
stands up.

However, there is a locked room up there
with an iron door that can't be opened.
It has all your bad dreams in it.
It is hell.
Some say the devil locks the door
from the inside.
Some say the angels lock it from the outside.
The people inside have no water
and are never allowed to touch.
They crack like macadam.
They are mute.
They do not cry help
except inside
where their hearts are covered with grubs.

I would like to unlock that door,
turn the rusty key
and hold each fallen one in my arms
but I cannot, I cannot.
I can only sit here on earth
at my place at the table.
The urge for more
When enough isn't enough.
Always craving more and more.
For ever be sure,
Not be worth dying for a cure
'Cause supplying of worthlessness
Is all over the place, so pure.
The aesthetic of nature in a dress
That has the genetic of existence
Oh, so poetic, the coexistence
Of me and the remaining;
It's like a painting of flesh
Who's draining my words,
Words with an urge to refresh,
To prevail.

— The End —