It's all just too hard
Always dealt a bad hand
Never get the right card
But you won't understand
No matter how I try
I still get it wrong
A I don't know why
I don't know what's going on
But I know that it's real
This is my now
I need to change how I feel
I just don't know how

Is this the friend zone?
Or is it just hell?
Do you even notice?
I could never tell.
Is this the friend zone?
Or am I lost?
If this is what love is
It comes at too high a cost.

Leaving it off
Until there's no time left
And I'm just out of luck
Second guessing
Always wrong
I'm just giving up
People tell me I should try
But I don't give a ****
Because honestly they just don't know
That I really am
I try to try but I don't succeed
All I ever do is fail
But I can't tell the future
Maybe I'll prevail.

Putting on a false façade
Trying to cover
The stupid, the odd
But it always comes back
Shining through
Because that's just me
And it'll have to do.

Hanging on to every word
Hoping someday
That my heart will be cured
But I know that it can't
And I know that it won't
Because I just love you
And you simply don't
But still I hold on
To every word
Waiting for a heart
That can never be cured

What used to be true
Has evolved into lies
Falling in love
Then doing otherwise
Not even paying attention
To what we do
Ignoring relationships
We used to pursue
Like nothing's important
And nothing makes sense
Pointless conversations
No longer intense
A meaningful sentence
You just go along
I'll always remember
Before it went wrong

Empty compliments
But sincere goodbyes
Shallow pools
Of abysmal lies
Stupid apologies
And awkward conversations
Supposed truth
And repudiation
Always ignoring
What's really true
Always ignoring what's there
*Me and You