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367 · Sep 2014
edge walkers
cameran Sep 2014
the night
is our day,
and gin
is our water,
loose morals
are our morals,
and love
is forbidden,

we had a path
that was
supposedly
good,

but why walk
a straight line,
when zig zags
sound better
367 · May 2015
future forecasts
cameran May 2015
you were my sunshine,
but then you were
blocked by the clouds
of feelings and self doubt,
and now you're my rain.
"weather is an anomaly."
363 · Dec 2013
Lost
cameran Dec 2013
I tried to save you

I really did

But you were a lost cause

That’s what we all are

The only difference is

You didn’t want to be found

c.r.k.
363 · Feb 2014
swimming in perspective.
cameran Feb 2014
I tried so hard to stand out,

But it wasn't enough.

Our perspective's are so different,

yet we are the same.
Just another face in the crowd.
361 · Aug 2014
articles
cameran Aug 2014
someday the rumors will be true,
and you'll be in love,
but it won't be with me.
" amour non partagé "




translation : unrequited love
360 · Apr 2015
dramatics
cameran Apr 2015
i'm watching a movie
in which you're the
damaged soul,

and i'm the stupid
girl who tried to
fix you
"that was not a happy ending."
360 · May 2014
craft vs. crave
cameran May 2014
if you had to choose between
your passion or that someone,
what would you favor?
"he chose passion."
cameran Nov 2015
imagine the feeling
that crying in your
younger brother's
arms gives you,
and then try to
forget it like i'm
doing right now
"momma can't buy you a mocking bird."
357 · Jan 2014
Eventually
cameran Jan 2014
Every soul is born pure.

It's the selfish actions, and the unkind words,

the angry glances, and the malice filled minds,

that fell like ashes and slowly, but surely,

darkened all the innocence.

c.r.k.
There would be no light if there wasn't any darkness.
356 · Aug 2014
butterflies
cameran Aug 2014
some of the
most beautiful
things
started from
the ugliest
of devastations.
"seeds to flowers by the hours"
353 · Jun 2015
simpleton shuffle
cameran Jun 2015
get up,
get ready,
go to classes,
go to work,
go home,
go to bed,
repeat.

terribly mundane;
it hurts to know i live
such an unextraordinary life
"i could've done greater things than this."
351 · Jan 2017
hot metal
cameran Jan 2017
i can not beat you,
so i will break you
bend.
10w
351 · Feb 2014
lucid memories
cameran Feb 2014
I etched your name into my skin with a cigarette.
I filled your empty space with liquid poison.
I deluded your image with vivid dreams.
I forgot your scent with unwavering time.
Despite all this though, I never actually forgot you.
"It hurts, but I'm not fixin' to make it better."
348 · Jun 2014
social status theory
cameran Jun 2014
let's put it this way,
am i something real to you,
or just a date outlined in hearts
on your Instagram page
"you're basic."

  haha no.
347 · May 2014
nauseous
cameran May 2014
i'm getting dizzy from
spinning in circles
with you
"stop, i'm gonna puke!"
345 · Jun 2014
yes, no, maybe, so
cameran Jun 2014
"why are you looking at me like that?"

"like what?"

"like you're going to fall in love with me."

"maybe i am."

"no, don't."

"why not?"

"because girls like me fall in love with boys like you, until there isn't any love left to share, and then boys like you leave girls like me."

"isn't that the best part? falling in love again, with a different person? experiencing new things?"

"well, maybe i don't want new things. maybe i want the same thing over, and over again, but it feels new because every time we look at each other its like we meet for the first time."

"i don't know if you'll find that."

"i'm sure as hell i will."
"don't question things you can't explain. instead, try embracing them."
345 · Apr 2014
fiction in love
cameran Apr 2014
I want someone to love me

like jay gatsby

loved daisy buchanan.

c.r.k.
"that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool."
344 · May 2015
dial tone lullabies
cameran May 2015
i don't answer your calls
because it hurts less
when i don't hear your voice
"i know it's wrong, but it's the only way."
342 · Jun 2014
bruises
cameran Jun 2014
the most painful type of love
is the unrequited kind.

then again i rather feel pain than nothing at all..
"now all I need is something to numb that pain."
338 · Jan 2016
sing me to sleep
cameran Jan 2016
i loved you in my dreams
and i'll love you when they're over
"never wanna wake."
337 · May 2014
repeat and repress
cameran May 2014
if you say the same word long enough in your head,
it begins to sound like a foreign language.

the same thing goes for you telling me lies.

you can say what you want,
for as long as you want,
but sooner or later i'll start to disbelieve you.
"stop making me believe the fantasy."
336 · Mar 2015
breaking up is hard to do
cameran Mar 2015
they sat us down side by side,
and looked at us with sad eyes,

"we don't love each other anymore," they said,
"we can't do this to you any longer."

and when they asked me how i felt,

i shrugged and said, "finally."
"i have mommy and daddy issues."
335 · May 2014
loose tethers
cameran May 2014
love is like pulling on a rope
you know is going to break
"darling you looked so good, how could i resist?"
335 · May 2014
back to the future
cameran May 2014
i just kept running until my heart was pounding against my chest like a prisoner trying to escape from his cell. i tried to take in air, but every breath shot a toe-curling ache throughout my body, then my fingers went stiff, and my posture fell slack. i kept running though, i just needed to get  to where i needed to go. if i keep running without a destination, then i'll be running forever.

i'm scared.
"i was never that athletic."
334 · May 2014
peach tea
cameran May 2014
your smile is honey,
your eyes are sugar,
and your kisses are milk.

you make the perfect cup of tea,
now come back to bed,
and lay a little longer,
tangled between the sheets with me.
"i like mine in rainbow mugs."
332 · May 2014
rumor mills
cameran May 2014
i was hoping it wasn't true,
all those rumors about you.

the way you treat girls like dolls,
break their hearts,
and laugh as their tears fall.

how you touched that girl,
made her feel special,
then left her,
after you got what you wanted.

i closed my eyes and shook my head,
my heart beating way to fast,
then tumbling out of my chest,
leaving me feeling dead.

how could you?

how could you watch as she weeped,
and not feel anything.

i thought you were a good boy,
but no,
you are a very, very bad one
"girls aren't toys you can just **** in the park."
331 · Mar 2015
cheers for your tears
cameran Mar 2015
you told me not to cry,
so i cried harder
"love is a gimmick."

in 10w
331 · Jul 2014
growing up
cameran Jul 2014
i'm just another teenaged runaway
with no hope for society.
"my shoes are worn"

(10w)
326 · Feb 2014
Creeping Perfection.
cameran Feb 2014
You always seem to sneak up to the front of my subconscious.
The way you smile,
the way you laugh,
the way you seem to be carefree,
it all creeps up on me until I'm drowning in you.

It's sad though.
It's sad because while thinking of you,
your thinking of someone else.

Someone who is perfect like you.
I hope I crossed your mind at least once today.
326 · May 2014
super
cameran May 2014
even the worst villains can appear to be heroes,
all they need is naive citizens to believe their every word.
"i won't fall for that Lois Lane crap again."
325 · May 2014
dunce
cameran May 2014
i planned never to fall in love,
but then you
and your stupid ice water eyes
****** it all up.
"your enthusiasm bothers me."
"good."
324 · Apr 2014
wedding bells
cameran Apr 2014
rows of satin,
draped on trees,
the color of flowers and honey bees.

long, colorful dresses,
and bare feet,
music in the air,
and a table full of sweets.

the most important thing i need,
is not diamonds,
or flowers,
but a man,
a groom,
the one who loves me endlessly.
"i've dreamt of a wedding since i was five years old."
323 · Jul 2014
body void
cameran Jul 2014
i don't know how i feel anymore.
i have too many doubts, and hopes,
and promises. an abundance of dreams
that may or may not come true, and
more than enough heartbreak that may
**** me in the end.

i am an empty body,
and a harsh mind.
"i'm at war with myself."
320 · Jun 2017
wrong number
cameran Jun 2017
you blocked my number,
so i deleted yours, and by deleted,
i meant that i copied it onto a sticky note and stuck it behind my bed,
because i know one day i'll call you,
you won't answer,
but i'll still call.
"the number you reached is out of service."
319 · Dec 2016
secret garden
cameran Dec 2016
without you,
i am a flower denied of it's sun
"rain, rain go away."
318 · Mar 2014
bending definitions
cameran Mar 2014
I've described this feeling with big words,
and analogies,
I've tried using stories,
even tragedies,
but love cannot simply be expressed,
because love does not have a single definition.
"what does love mean to you?"
317 · May 2014
pepper spray
cameran May 2014
when you touched without
my permission,
you took away my
right to say 'no'
"He touched me, and I didn't feel butterflies."
317 · Sep 2014
identity crisis
cameran Sep 2014
i have no
clue who i
am, or who
i want to be.
"i didn't even know this was a real thing."
313 · Oct 2014
heureux
cameran Oct 2014
happy people
become unhappy
when they begin
to question why
they were happy
in the first place
312 · May 2014
gone fishing
cameran May 2014
i try to shut you out,
and move on,
but the cerulean blue of your eyes,
reel me in,
like a fish
being caught in the ocean.
"make art, make out, make love."
310 · Sep 2015
blisters
cameran Sep 2015
it hurt to look at him
because sometimes
he was too beautiful,
and other times
he was too flawed.
"i keep trying to fight it."
309 · Mar 2014
wrongfully chosen feelings
cameran Mar 2014
I tried to stop it,
slow it down at least,
but the feeling grew.

Now, I'm heartbreakingly in love with you.
"It really happened to me, now I'm doomed."
309 · Jul 2017
dragon disorder
cameran Jul 2017
it starts with a burn,
a deep-set fire in the
pit of my stomach,
then comes the rising,
up, up, up, the flames
lick the soft tissue of my throat,
my fingers twitch
and my chest heaves,
i roar each time the
flames leave my mouth,
i cry out for peace,
i cry out for the guilt
to leave my body with each flame,
i cry because i wish
i had control of the fire,
but each time i give in to the twitch,
i cry because the fire has control of me
"do you know how many calories that has?"
or
in which it is not fire i am talking about, but something much worse
309 · Mar 2014
unfortunate fairytales
cameran Mar 2014
Momma always told me fairytales had happy endings.
Well, she was wrong
I'm not beauty, I'm the beast.
"Disney got it all wrong."
307 · May 2014
folded
cameran May 2014
are our similarities,
happy coincedences,
or bad omens?
"stop acting like you love me."
306 · Mar 2014
the colorful way of me
cameran Mar 2014
I'm an old soul,
in a valley of new-aged minds.

I hide behind long tresses of dark, curly hair,
and a mind-blowing swirl of brown, green, and grey eyes.

I listen to classic rock,
and steal liquor from my mom.

I hate society,
And I am that crazy, political, hipster chick.

I like vintage things, meaningless things,
and even very broken things.

I love clothes that are to big for me,
and can only drink milk if it's in a mug.

I like the kind of weather that flushes your cheeks,
And causes you to pull your jacket on tighter.

I like these things because they are what they are,
and they make me who I am.
" For those ******* who ask the question,'Who are you?' "
304 · Feb 2014
pain with a passion
cameran Feb 2014
It all began to hurt.

My heart throbbed,
and my fingers blistered.

My lungs burned,
and my throat bled.

My toes curled,
and my eyes stung.

It all began to hurt so badly, after you said you hated me.

c.r.k.
It hurt until it didn't.
304 · May 2014
bending backwards
cameran May 2014
i spend all this time perfecting myself,
for you,
the most flawed person i know
"stop playing games, i'm not athletic."
304 · Apr 2019
death of a salesman
cameran Apr 2019
hello friend,

i haven't seen you in a while and i was wondering how you were?
do you still think about me the way i think about you?
hopefully i'll see you soon old friend.

love.
cameran Feb 2014
Sometimes all the anger I have reaches it's peak and it explodes.

What I would scream to her,
You act so fake around everyone, but no matter how hard you try you'll never be true

What I would scream to him,
I love you! I love you so much it hurts!

What I would scream to them,
Nobody likes it here, so stop pretending we do!

What I would scream to the world,
Stop acting! Stop fake smiling! Stop pretending! Just please stop!

It just can't be kept in.

I'm angry at the world, and it's angry right back at me.

c.r.k.
"Your not a very good actor."
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