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 Dec 2011 Camara C
J
Thank you

I liked it
(75% of the time)
Caught up in the drug-like feelings of lust
You reminded me
That I am desirable

So **** me

And let me know that

I

AM

NOT

FAT


... even though the feeling never lasts

And be there
Every time I need my fix
Because
I need my fix

But don't love me
I can't
love you back

Years of
'You'll never be good enough'
And
'You are so ugly'
Along with unwelcome touches
From men twice my age
Has left me broken
Far beyond repair

Confused
Because he said he loved me
But proceeded to beat me until

I

couldn't

move


So don't love me
I don't know how
to love you back

And please don't hate me
For sneaking out while you're asleep
Because I wouldn't be able to handle
You sneaking out before I wake up

I'm sorry

But
If there's a slight chance
That you might actually care
about
ME

Just...
stay

I can't give you much
But
I promise

I will
*******

Every

Single

Chance

I

Get
 Dec 2011 Camara C
Ed Cooke
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 Dec 2011 Camara C
Ed Cooke
Two boys
and girls
unclothed each other
simply at a picnic
flush with wine
alongside
sun-flecked trees.

The girls,
easy as the
forest round,
burned,
delicious,
as the boys
eager and nervous
in unequal measure
partly gave up
concealing
their joys
at forgetting
or remembering
in flickers
their bare bodies.

It went on
over nettles
and half-hours
and clambered
trees and
photos taken
almost formally
(on film,
of course).

And boyish lust,
at first sinuous,
a darting tongue,
began to
soften against,
for instance,
the sheer,
unthinkable
texture
of the two
girls carved
now backward
over the bough
of a storm-felled elm.

And there
in the embers
of evening
they learned
to thrill originally
at the vast,
gorgeous
and astonishing
irrelevance
of what
might happen next.
 Dec 2011 Camara C
JK Cabresos
Cold, unfold
with just a second
I taught myself to crawl,

Pure, uncured
with just a minute
I learnt from every war,

Tears, unshared
with just an hour
I forgave, but never forgiven,

Found, unsound
with just a day
I appreciated life like rain.
© 2011
 Nov 2011 Camara C
Marsha Singh
When I was younger,
a moment of existential
panic would have my
buttons coming undone
for boys who didn't care why
but sure loved how.

I'm more beautiful now,
less given to panic, and I
undress for you like this:
one story at a time –  a
metaphoric bump and grind.
I shimmy out of all my lies.

— The End —