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77 · Jul 2020
my dark eyed lover
callie joseph Jul 2020
sand grazed my toes
as you came close and hotter than the sunset
and under the moons disguise
took me in a kiss
sweeter than your gin stained breath
and looked at me
with those grizzly bear eyes
and held my gaze
will you make me cry
like i did over blue eyes
77 · Dec 2020
karma
callie joseph Dec 2020
long hair in my drivers seat
he has it dark and in a ponytail
smoke curves over his lips
it follows my gaze
his tobacco-chewed lips
and a spot of blood
punctuate the drum-filled silence
76 · Oct 2020
IX
callie joseph Oct 2020
IX
voice full
of mist sweat
and jungle sounds
arms warm
like leaves caving
around me
pulling me deeper
into the lush lull
of your breathing tides
76 · Jun 2020
when I look in his eyes
callie joseph Jun 2020
I see every
god I ever prayed to
75 · Nov 2020
she was
callie joseph Nov 2020
summer sweat
the fever of the mustard seeds roasting
the walls of leaky churches
and a soldier's pride
she was the storm swell
the tattoo, she was in my skin
and i was in hers
75 · Nov 2020
you are
callie joseph Nov 2020
the sunlight toiling on
my night time skin
you stretch me, cover me
in morning kisses
drench me with orange
monarch butterflies
your warm voice
as the bristling sun crests the window sill
is the only thing i live for
74 · Dec 2020
panic
callie joseph Dec 2020
bitten nails
and numb hands
caress my own throat
i cannot breathe
through my screaming heart
74 · Oct 2020
IIX
callie joseph Oct 2020
IIX
He pushed me in a shopping cart
along the gum- stained pavement
rattling over cracks filled with small weeds heaving to grow
the sun is sinking into the still, black sea
but my heart is rising with the moon
74 · Jun 2020
you
callie joseph Jun 2020
you
destroy me
with your blue petrichor
seep into my eyes
like rain water
thundering hot from above
and your kisses
baptize in cerulean
my bruised lips
soaked from salty ecstasy
I drown
In your anguished blue
now i'm in a drought
i loved you
73 · Jun 2020
blue
callie joseph Jun 2020
b
bl
blu
blue
blue e
blue ey
blue eye
blue eyes
make me cry
blue eyes
blue eye
blue ey
blue e
blue
blu
bl
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blue eyes make me cry
73 · Dec 2020
i love you
callie joseph Dec 2020
and your oblivion kills me
i want to tell you
like an artist beats sound into a drum
i want to brand it into your face with searing gold
i want to scream it so loud i shatter before your feet

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love him
and i cant tell him, so i guess im telling you
73 · Aug 2020
cope
callie joseph Aug 2020
douse the pits of your soul
with that sunburnt ***
and adjy the flame
with subtle spirits
lie to me dear
said you craved the cold
but i know you fell in love
with that fire
long ago
72 · Jul 2020
these salty mountains
callie joseph Jul 2020
and booming caves
sing like discotheque under
the grey seagulls
an aroma like blood as the waves
shatter my spine
take me under
i surf in your gaze
72 · Sep 2020
II
callie joseph Sep 2020
II
he drains me
the silt slipping away
beneath me as the torrents
of rain come crashing into
my sodden hair
blackened
with his downpour
i fade away

but every moment
he steals from beneath
my bleeding feet
he places
so kindly into my soul
and feeds it
like the farmer does
to the soil
blooming
in sweetened petrichor
71 · Nov 2020
wishes
callie joseph Nov 2020
touching my eyelids with cold hands
my mother told me when an eyelash falls out
you can make a wish.
i turned into a trichotillomaniac
wishing after you
71 · Nov 2020
how do i forget you
callie joseph Nov 2020
when every song
hums your name
70 · Dec 2020
sitting in my room
callie joseph Dec 2020
i look out at the darkness
the cold, hollow sound of empty cars
trailing by like my breath past my lips
and think, oh god

i miss the stars
god i miss you
70 · Nov 2020
if you were the sun
callie joseph Nov 2020
you would be so violent
so hot and bright
that the gum
would boil on the pavements
you are already my sun,
and you are breaking me
69 · Mar 2020
crisis
callie joseph Mar 2020
we live off beat
we flosS our teeth with sand and fiber glass
our fingerprints cOllect like dust
dismembered faces swept under the carpet
when gravity failS in this graceless simulation
where will we fall?
68 · Mar 2020
do you remember
callie joseph Mar 2020
the last time you held fire in your throat
and it spread
like a wave
to your fingertips
so you shivered
not from anxiety
and you were excited
to be yourself for a day
68 · Jul 2020
unrequited
callie joseph Jul 2020
i was over the moon
you were over the sea
67 · Nov 2020
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callie joseph Nov 2020
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make       .                           .    *                      .                    
                      *                                me      ­          *      *
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                *     your                                            *           .              *
   *             .                          *         macrocosm            *                             .          *                             *                                                                ­  
the universe is too large, to be anything else
67 · Dec 2020
sugar for the pill
callie joseph Dec 2020
cold showers in a steamy room
this spotted vision looks like snow
heavy smoke staves off the moon
until she says its time to go
it's just they way things are
67 · Nov 2020
it
callie joseph Nov 2020
it
runs in my veins
a dark moss
covering my eyes
with sinews and green
holds me in a chokehold
to blankets
and the floor
pulls tears from my eyes
restrains me
"they didn't want to hang out with you anyways"
66 · Oct 2020
him
callie joseph Oct 2020
him
drooling, drooping eyes my
gaze pools languidly around you
soaked clothes hanging, translucent
warmed by the moonlight
and warm lips, cool breath
citrus and milk, hidden veneration
clotting acidulous and sweet
irises glazed like the wet glass
in the cathedral, heart against my ear
the soft tide, satiates me,
washes me away, like the pale light after the rain falls,
in the tide of his breathing
to smoky stillness
and heavy sleep
he has no clue how in love i am
does he?
66 · Jul 2020
she
callie joseph Jul 2020
she
she was love
****** fire
now i’m haunted
by desire
66 · Jul 2020
first love
callie joseph Jul 2020
my thoughts convene
to follow you
the messiah
in their thousands

clamoring;
condemn
me to hell and i
shall suffer, eternally
a destruction in blue
66 · Oct 2020
i could fall on you now
callie joseph Oct 2020
in a merciful rage
of warm tears and soft kisses
i love you
like cold ***
pouring over the fire
drown me in your reckless words
65 · Jun 2020
daisy in the morning
callie joseph Jun 2020
small strands of cloudy beige
curved like an undulation
crying to be kissed
smelling of washing detergent
above wide caverns, stretching
joyously upwards like bowls
to capture the sound of the thunder
lines, grooved in the sand with a stick
mark where she sees the world
and every small breath
is an earthquake
65 · Aug 2020
to l.
callie joseph Aug 2020
your shallow gaze
feasts on my soul
like flies in the murky
summer nights
that you held my hand
as we floated out
into the sea
callie joseph Jun 2020
strive to fit in no category
to be a fleeting moonbeam
that slips out of the hand
your differences make you unique
and your uniqueness
is your strength
64 · Jul 2020
our love
callie joseph Jul 2020
or
whats left of it
is gathered
into a thin stack
of failed
polaroids
64 · Oct 2020
none of you
callie joseph Oct 2020
bare hands
masked heart
peppered bruises
from the start
wild hair
broken gaze
and a shattered heart
from an abandoned chase
63 · Jun 2020
deja vu
callie joseph Jun 2020
when i kissed him for the first time
i thought i had deja vu
turns out i was just busy
getting over you
to the boy who's love felt like a solar flare
63 · Sep 2020
concert
callie joseph Sep 2020
cigarette mist
dripping fragrance
the hands stretch up
in the limelight
to catch the
razor blades of sound
thundering chords
tear through the nosebleeds
eyes closed in the darkness
music
let go
and dance while the band
sings your name
callie joseph Jun 2020
I start running, and look behind me. He's there.
I'm a total stranger to him
No.
He's looking in my eyes right now
He wants to reach out
He sees me crying
and he smiles at me
Until we reach the altar
We're in love
forward- falling in love
backwards- falling out of love
62 · Sep 2020
castaway
callie joseph Sep 2020
salt, tobacco, sand
getting caught between my teeth
am i a castaway
laying in these
elysian waves
i am free
i dread the cold rain, crouched on the horizon like a demon black.
its winds will draw me out to the sea
62 · Jul 2020
you are
callie joseph Jul 2020
a laceration in my soul
i am trying to
stitch my wounds closed
to shelter my heart
for a moment
so why are you tearing me apart
all to find a place inside me
this is a dangerous game- i fall in love so quickly
62 · Nov 2020
english class
callie joseph Nov 2020
I was told off in English today
I maybe misunderstood
the atmosphere of a debate
when I argued that morals are taught
that kindness is false
and human nature
is nothing but *** and ******
oh ye with little faith, you psychopath, you savage
62 · Oct 2020
i yearn for sleep
callie joseph Oct 2020
where i can be with you
created by our dancing
in a hungered dream
62 · Sep 2020
IV
callie joseph Sep 2020
IV
you were surfing on your own
salty water in your hair
and when you stood before the grey sky
I fell in love with how you care
61 · Oct 2020
anchor
callie joseph Oct 2020
i love therefore i am
you are my only anchor to existence
reality
life
joy
61 · Nov 2020
how long
callie joseph Nov 2020
can that girl
live on tobacco and honey
her grey eyes
walk to the leaky church
at midday
she is like her brother
but her lips drip with glass

she will not be extinguished
for her aura is an atmosphere
61 · Jun 2020
finn
callie joseph Jun 2020
learning to love after you
will be like learning to
fall asleep
in a war zone
did i break you too?
60 · Nov 2020
2she
callie joseph Nov 2020
she had grey eyes in the tree
she was looking at me
as we sat on the sidewalk
she kissed the graze on my knee
60 · Sep 2020
callie joseph Sep 2020
heavy lidded perfumes
drift lazily, tainted aromas
inhale the sweetest of the votives
here is the laden, blooming temple,
and here, spilling over,
like coins from the velvet pouch
of an african king,
pours her blossomed flowers
beneath rich draperies
and ebullient golden ornaments,
here is the fertile ground
of fervent worship, fevered,
of shadowed light through stained windows
and walls with no bareness nor chill
no indication of sparsity,
muffled in tapestry and a fine
tabula rasa of foreign carpet
hear the bustle of workers and priests
like pollinated honeybees in the sweat
splaying the bloodied guts
of a newborn lamb
a vermilion and cobalt expression
of mindless love and gory submission
in her rotting, humid temple
here, in the sacrificial dance,
will die
60 · May 2020
to my reflection
callie joseph May 2020
there's something lonesome about you
the way your hair parts
how it splits
indecisive yet so
tumultuous and raging
my lonesome monsoon
made of fraying knots
for strangers to tie and untie
until you come together
or it all falls apart
60 · Jul 2020
on the shore
callie joseph Jul 2020
fishing wire twined and strangling
his dark fingers
catch the silver bullet of the sea
old stranger wearing white
casting his line and as
he reels it in bows like a wide
sail in the blunt storm
catch the silver bullet of the sea
60 · Sep 2020
classroom
callie joseph Sep 2020
i blink the dry
air conditioning from my eyes
pretend the cheap
white table under my elbows
is a waxed surfboard
these fluorescent lights
the warm and burning sun
this popcorn ceiling
littered with wandering cello-tape
is the blue sky
that i can see through the window
naked, no clouds
the whirring of the printer
and these vexing voices
could be the waves
rolling into foam
my board grinding against the water
my feet touching the coral heads
i am stuck in a daydream
about the sea
when in the classroom
callie joseph May 2020
we were gum toothed kids
popping stones onto trickling tarmac
black and boiling tar

and kissing our nail beds
and biting our tongues
pure puckered flesh and blistering blood

hoarse from our philanthropic noise
antagonists
flashing shouts and rolling loud

my dear lonesome wildfire
with a soul of salt and thunder
eat this youth alive
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