I'd rather it eat me
Than the other way around
Walking, like floating over ground
The satisfaction of slipping through a fence
Seeing light between my legs
Light
But I know it's really dark

You said everything I waited for
Oh, but a couple ages too late
Well I've never doubted your love for me
Just the time it took to say

May is Borderline Personality Disorder awareness month. I was diagnosed two years ago when I was 15, and I've now just turned 17.  I haven't spoken of this much before, and I don't really talk about it in general, but I think it's important for those with this disorder to come together to support each other, and for those who don't have it to understand what it's like. If anyone wants to talk or needs support,
I'm here for you. You're beautiful, stay strong.

I hate feeling like an island with my thoughts, you know? Like you know that feeling where everyone you know is part of that thing you're thinking about that's kinda messed up and removed, and you know no matter who it is you talk to about whatever it is, there's a different point that each person will miss, so you can't actually talk about it with anyone but yourself and eventually it's just like bouncing a ball off a wall so it keeps coming back to you? I bet that's how people go crazy

Driving reckless in your car,
Going fast, goin far,
Oh, anywhere we are
Take me fast, take me far

In a town thats all the same,
Every face knows every face
Excessive gates and lack of grace
Dropping names and playing games

I'll never want anything the way I want you
Like an indigo lake and you're the moon
All that you are and all that you do,
I'll never want anything the way I want you