What is the unknown?
How do we know that which we don't know?
A mystery maybe..
A journey for each of us to take..
A life time of asking questions..
Maybe....

You finally set me free
I didn't realize it at first
But you did

Was this your intention?
Did you plan this out?
Waiting til I was ready?
Then just disappearing?

Could I have at least known  
Was it a surprise?

How was I supposed to know??

How can you just up and leave us?
Leave me?

This was supposed to be me thanking you
For leaving
But know I'm not so sure...

It's it for the best?
For you maybe..
For the the rest of us? Perhaps
For me??

Only time will tell...

I am mad
Mostly
At myself

I could have
Done something
Yet I chose
Not to

Why?
I don't know
Why did I not
Do anything?

I am mad
At me, myself
And I

I chose not to act
On my beliefs and ideas
On my viewpoint
To help

Why?
I was afraid

Simpy afraid

I do
Not
Want to
Be
Afraid.

How
Can
I not be?
Afraid

It was
My lifestyle
For a very
Long time


I need to
Break
Out of
My
Shell.

I hurt when
People I love hurt
I can't bear
To see them
Cry

I have seen
Many people go
Through things
And I wished I
Could erase all the
Pain

I'm simply that
Kind of person
I care
A lot
More than you'd
Think

Please don't push
Me away
That hurts just
As much
I want to be
There for
You

Will you let me?
I don't need to know
All the details
Or how it happened
But I'd listen if you
Want to tell me

I just want to be
able to be there
For you
To give you a hug
When you are down
Be that shoulder to
Cry on

It's in my nature.
Will you let me in?
I'm not afraid
Not anymore...

How long did you know?
Was anyone going to tell me?

It was a miracle that I found out in the first place
Did he think I would be mad?
Take drastic measures to get even?
He really doesn't know me that well
How many other people knew?
Perhaps everyone but me.
I don't know-
I  simply don't know anymore

I love to sing
And that's not a bad thing because
I have my mothers voice
I live because of singing
I have had moments in my life
When all I  couldn't function
Without music ringing from my throat
Many people have told me that I sing well
And I take it to heart
I enjoy bring people pleasure
Though my music