i am madly, deeply, brutally in love.

Sad people write beautiful stories.

you're beautiful but slowly rotting
as the years go by your face becomes prettier
but your hearts grows uglier.
it's those friends of yours,
it's that attitude of yours
its that doubt in your eyes
and the boredom in your voice
your words are shallow
and it breaks my heart.

sometimes
i apologize so much
i feel like i'm saying sorry for my existence

My room is a mess
my mind is a wreck
he put a fire in my throat
a rain storm in my heart
and they never end.
-C.A.B-

i want to cry and i want to love
but all my tears have been used up.
on another love
-Tom Odell-

It is when you except the darkness.
When all you want are the monsters to eat you.
That is when all the creatures disappear.
I used to hide under covers,
night after night,
crying "please don't hurt me"
Now I lay unprotected,
eyes wide open,
starring at every crack and crevice.
But there are no glaring eyes or snarling teeth.
There are no nails scratching along the walls,
that makes me want to scream.
It is just the darkness
and me.