B Sonia K

B Sonia K Feb 2020

So many written down and erased captions,
And recanted decisions to leave as is,
And multiple distractions,
Contemplations,
Platitudes and words of gratitude
All written down only to be erased again
And finally an overthought decision
To settle for a hashtag
All for an online post.
...

#socialmedia #instagram

B Sonia K Jan 2020

Unsuited.

Gushing out like liquid from a faucet
The expression of my intense passion for you
The pleasing outcome of riding this tremulous wave
And crashing down beautifully
Into our reality of brimming tension
And secrets left unspoken.
We are living a lie.

Some things are not meant to be.

B Sonia K Jan 2020

Forget Me Not!

I thought about you beautifully
Wrote you down carefully
Determined to keep you with me
You're safe and sound with me
But for this glitch,
Erasing you completely
Robbing my mind of your glory
With only faint traces of your being
Now a hole in me I keep
But your words forgotten
And the faint sound of your screams
Ringing persistently
Forget me not.
But I did.

B Sonia K Jan 2020

Lost?

Staring intensely at the screen
Yet, seeing nothing
Only the colors of my thoughts
As they fade into the past
Leaving emptiness in their wake.
Yet, this persistent fullness
Bursting at the seams of my mind
Fills up its over-crowded but empty rooms
With passion and words
And nothingness
Leaving my mind wildly blank
Yet, expressionless with emotions...

Inexplicable thoughts.

B Sonia K Jan 2020

The One You Love To Be.

I will always be
The one you love to be
Not crazed or unsound of mind
With tentacles spread wide,
But sweet and tender
Like roses in summer.

No tough words needed
Where like-minds are gathered
No simple thoughts or expressions
But simple words leaving an impression
Your aspirations and dreams
The soothsaying future you gleaned
It will always be me.

B Sonia K Dec 2019

Desire.

Gyrating bodies
Swimming around in my subconscious
As I stare into eyes similar to mine
Mind filled with different angles
Swirling to sonorous sounds

Eyes meeting
Lips lifting
In confirmation of our passion
Brows raised in a question
Surrounded by an intense stare of desire

We shall now retire
To our sacred place
Where skin like silk touches the other freely
Bodies curved and bent in adoration
The fulfillment of our desire.
The beginning of a rapid freefall
Into weightless nothingness
Overflowing with overwhelming emotions

All that, I read in a stare
that in real time lasted five seconds
And I was a goner.