I should try to convince you to stop smoking cigarettes But I can't help but think you're precious with one hanging out of your mouth I should wake you up So I'm not here lying wide awake But I can't help but keep my eyes locked on your perfection I should leave I should go Before you decide to abandon me for her once again But I can't seem to walk away
Looking in the mirror today And my sunken dreadful eyes Now were beaming with light and grace The strange feeling of not being alone hit me out of nowhere And now I am completely safe The demons I saw They turned into angels And even on the coldest nights I feel warmth I was locked in a cage of hatred and lust Now I am set free able to fly Even with my damaged wings
It was cold when you left me, You put a chill in me that God's hands never could, Maybe it was just my own sick obsession with wanting to know your every curve, Every word you never spoke cut so deep into my bones, But God I loved you.