I have this fear ,
So I'm constantly crying.
When someone asks, I'm always lying.
There are some things that can't be understood, so I pretend that they're all good.
People know I'm lying but they keep on smiling.
They don't understand the things that I'm hiding.
But can no one see the problems I face?
When ever I ask them: they say that they will fix them whatever it takes.
I smile and look at them straight in the face
I say: "thank you" and walk back to my fears
Knowing these problem won't ever fade.
No matter what it takes.

And no matter what it breaks.