Breathing Ice

Breathing Ice May 2011

I'm so happy I'm sad and I'm so happy I
wanna hit someone
I love you so much that I wanna scream
at the top of my ******* lungs and I love you so much I
wanna hide under the smallest grain of salt

Breathing Ice May 2011

Mmmmm....

i went to see him at work today.
Because i missed him and
Because he was sick and just
Because.
he gave me apple juice. i gave him Tylenol.

we kissed in the living room when
no one was watching. he tasted like
Green apples and
Green tea and
Summer.
he had that look in his eyes.

sometimes you just know, you know?

Breathing Ice Mar 2011

I'll stop staring someday

I know you have feather eyelashes and that your scars make me want you and
crave you but I don't love
You. I can't love you. I can't love
someone capable of doing all of this
to me

But WHAT CAN I DO when I could die in your arms and go straight to heaven
Or hell
I don't care
Love is stupid and so are you
You don't see what you have and you don't see the sun or the fact that I'm wearing flats even though it's still
cold outside.

I wish I could throw you away but our fingers are attached. Finger centipede. You are sick but I am even more

I hate you

Breathing Ice Mar 2011

I saw and know it all

I cry because I cry because I
don't have a valid reason to cry anymore.

Breathing Ice Dec 2010

Black Tears

I
                  cried                                                                                                                  I
                the day                                                                                                           cried
             you left me                                                                                                   the day
             and it broke                                     I                                                        you left me
               my  heart                                     cried                                                  and it broke
                                                                     the day                                                  my heart
                                                                  you left me
                                                                  and it broke
                                                                     my  heart                                                                                                                          COME

                                                                                                                     I
                       I                                                                                         cried
                  cried                                                                                   the day
                the day                                                                             you left me
             you left me                                                                       and it broke
             and it broke                                        I                               my heart                             I
               my  heart                                        cried                                                                     cried
                                                                        the day                                                                the day
                                                                     you left me                                                        you left me
                                                                     and it broke                                                       and it broke
                                                                        my  heart                                                           my heart

                       I
                  cried
                the day
             you left me                                                                                             I                                                                                BACK
             and it broke                                        I                                               cried
               my  heart                                        cried                                       the day
                                                                        the day                                 you left me
                                                                     you left me                           and it broke
                                                                     and it broke                             my heart
                                                                        my  heart

Unfortunately you can't read this properly on you phone. I tried and the whole effect was gone.

Breathing Ice Dec 2010

It's only Friday

I have a long night ahead of me and you're exactly 313.45 miles
away from my bed tonight.
I looked it up.
I straightened my hair and changed my clothes twice and brushed my teeth even
Though I didn't go out at all
I wish I could have slept in your dreams last night, because I had a nightmare.
I wish you'd answer my texts faster
Don't you miss my smile, my lashes, my skin? (me)?
I miss tickling your knees and singing for you.
I have a surprise for you when you get
back. It's not much but just, you know, come faster please.
Okay, so
text me back as soon as you get this.
Even if it's late. I'll wait.

Breathing Ice Dec 2010

My heart is now

I** ndependant of you and of your
N ever ending drama and
D emands. I wanted to keep you happy and
I did all I could to hear you smile. I can't
F ucking believe I let you make me
F ucking cry
E very night. I know you'll never
R emember me as the girl who taught you
E ternity and showed you the skies.
N ot that I care. Not anymore.
T ogether (our together) is in the trashcan now.