I have felt your warm caress
You've loved my sweet honeysuckle scent
I have run my fingers through your tousled hair
You have wrapped me with your arms
I have laughed with your jokes
You have whisphered in my ear - "I love you".
All those times I spent with you,
I had been truly happy.
But then, I was waken up into my reality,
I have never known you,
Never seen every detail of your face,
Never even known your name,
Because those days I have spent with you
Only happened in my dreams.

Fear of failure,
Fear of rejection,
Fear of the unknown,
Fear of being left alone.
All these fears haunted me
Like an insect trapped in a spider's web
Waiting to be eaten alive
Or die from those fears.
These fears hindered me to be free
Left me achored in the shore
Not letting me sail the vast ocean
To see what's in store for me.
These fears are suppressing me
Not letting me learn and grow
Not even letting me indulge into some pleasures.

Today
is
a
special
day
'coz
it's
my
mother's
birthday!
:)