my sky
I gaze up at you
like a bird with
clipped wings
I feel the wind
in my hair
I think of your
soft touch
and I wonder
if you envy
the breeze
that kisses my cheek
like I envy the clouds
who embrace in your blue

I have been waiting
to live

for so long.
I forget
I'm already here.

like the moon
I wait for the someone else’s light
to shine

Tiger lily amongst
a myriad of roses.

longing for,
entitled to
a vase.
only to find

she no longer glows against red petals

instead,
she’s swallowed by
a bouquet of mirrors.

no longer special
in a vase
of tiger lily’s

empty words.
until I found you
to teach me
what it meant

As if I’ve
forgiven life,
and
forgotten the child
                                           in me
who had been crying
and never stopped.

To get
my mind
to understand
my soul.