It's scary to know I've met you, the love of my life, the best of the best I had you and I lost you and now you're out there at arm's length for anyone to grab and take away forever.
Were you really the best of the best if you hurt me so deeply?
My heart feels constricted and what I once found joy in I find no longer I need to spend some time apart from people and start becoming someone I can depend on.