They look like love they feel like love
In reality they are not what we want
They are not what we need
We thought that they were our everything
Not everyone can stay and not everyone will leave
Anything done by force can ruin what's in store for you from the universe

What's worse than saying bad words? Saying you'll write a poem a day and forgetting you even said it.
Writing an email before you've even eaten your breakfast.
Stepping outside feeling and looking far too comfortable.
Feeling far too groggy
Looking like a straight *** when it is foggy.
You do want more for yourself and you will get that.
You will get everything you need but you just have to say it.
You have to think it before you can even say it.
I has to become a routine.
I has to be your everything.
You have to do everything that you said you are going to do
Because who you are is way more than what you are letting yourself become
You have got to be better than anyone who has ever doubted you
You have got to brush them off like tell them to shoo

Who are your friends?
That is who you are
Who do you want to be in your life?
Who do you want to stand up and fight
For you?
For what you believe in
Who can you rely on when you are grieving ?
Ask yourself who is there for you when you can not bend over and tie your own shoe
Ask who feeds you when there is no food on the shelf
When there is no shelf
When there is no bed
When there is no ceiling above your head when you are sleeping at night
Who is there to hold you tight?

If I keep dishing out poems then maybe some day you will know them
Maybe I will be able to feel free
Maybe one day I will be able to be me
Maybe I will have all of the things I need and I will not have anything stopping me
Practicing for the future making sure I get what I need
Making sure that I will feed me

Quit staring at me is how I feel
Look the other way
I honestly keep seeing you look my way and when I look up you look away
I do not know if it's envy
I do not know if it is jealousy
I do not know if you are scared of me
All I know is I want to breathe
I can not do that normally
As long as you keep staring at me
Let me be

I can't think of what to write when you are around
I can not focus and I can not think
I know it is horrible because I am working on my poetry so this one is ****** because I do not know what to write.

It is best to relieve your stress when you are experiencing a dark or confusing moment
I understand that not everyone is meant to get along with me
I understand that not everyone is meant to love me but I am meant to love me so that is what I am doing
I am taking myself out of toxic places and I am growing
I am doing better I am making something of myself and everything is great I have my wealth
Everything is fine
Everything is fine