Things have been better, I can not complain
I've done too much and I'm very ashamed
This life it just ***** when you're living in vain
I have this Denny's bill and this coffee stain
Will she even remember my name?
Did I try too hard?
Did I f* things up ?
Why is she playing hard to get ? Am I what she wants?
Maybe not

It feels so weird because I can't let you go
You can leave me and I can leave you but I'm never going to let you go
You're my man
My *** calls for your hand
I can't let you go
My darling don't you know
I can't leave you
You are part of my life
I can't leave you
Even when things are wrong they're right because you're my man
Understand ?

I always seem to hate the things I love at some point
I don't get it
I wish you were here with me
No kidding
I ended up hating you
But you didn't
I saw you changing and it hurt me I was depressed
And you deserted me
You left me all cold and worried
You never loved me you were just *****

I'm just really upset
It's really complex
All of these memories it's hard to forget
All the time we have spent
All the love put into it
All the scary sad days and the temporary happiness

It isn't you it isn't me it's the both of us
We had our times we shared our tea we laughed and we cursed
Today's for you
Today's for me
I love you dearly

I get so ******* mad at you but when I'm lying down next to you it feels better than being alone and cold and when you hold me and look at me with bright eyes I feel hopeful and I forget the bad

I wish that we could just vibe
I wish that you would turn off this tv
I can't stand its unstable light
I wish that I could renew my mind
And find someone who is more like my kind