I wonder how you know?
You text at the perfect time
Your words fill the void
That countless others couldn’t

I wonder if you know?
I’m stronger than before
I won’t fall again so easily
That girl is no longer

I wonder what you know?
When our eyes meet
Our spaces intertwine
That moment you are mine

I hate you
How easily you left
And your life went on
As I search for peace

I hate you
How you're happy
And your new love
As I lay alone

I hate you
How you survive
And your ok
As I crumble

I hate you
How you still reach out
And you pretend
As I know the truth

You know the pretty
The made up
Put together girl
With curb appeal

You see the shiny
The presentation
Adorable lady
With hopeful intent

I know the reality
The crumbling
Sobbing mess
With heavy heart

I predict the end
The wreckage
Broken souls
With no hope

I’m lonely.  
Not for you
As you’ve
Moved on
But for
Someone
Who cares
A kind word
A gentle touch
A knowing glance
I’m not good
All alone
I need
Someone
And your
Not here

I left a crease
In the blind
So the moonlight
could sneak in
And calm me
As I cry
A million tears
For what was
And what is
Caress my cheek
Moon
Tell me
All will be ok
Reassure me
Through
The night
Until
The sun
Takes your place

Tonight
There is
A lone star
Mocking me
To make
A wish
I’m ignoring
His twinkle
In the dark
Because
I know
He won’t
Deliver

How do you not
Love me
I gave my all
I was perfect
Totally
On point
But you
Walked
You were
Done
Despite
My best effort
To hold
You here
I’m n my gaze
Unbelievable
That you are
Dane