I miss you
I get how
You stopped
Loving me
I’m a lot
Of broken pieces
Patience
Is required
To put me
Together again
I wish
When you
Felt it
You told me
Instead of
Pretending
That we
Were ok
I’m trying
To forgive you
For
Breaking
My heart

It scares me
How easy
It would be
letting go
The end
But the
aftermath
Holds me
Still
I’m more
Than me
People
Who care
I can’t
Be the cause
Of their
Sadness
I’ll pretend
I’m ok
Until the end

I miss you
Your arms around me
The stroking of my hair
Your easy laugh in my ear
Your questions I can’t answer

I fear you
Your gentle soul
The soft caresses
Your sweet words  
Your expectations I can’t be

I need you
Your subtle approach
The dancing eyes
Your irresistible appeal
Your need I can’t fill

I’m
Trying
To be
Cool
Not play
My hand
Too early
But you
Tug
My heart
Spark
My giggle
Excite
My senses

I need you
To want me
Embrace the crazy
And all that I am

I need you
To know me
Love the broken
And all I am

I need you
To desire me
Appreciate the flaws
And all that I am

I need you
To accept me
Desire the girl
And all that I am

Oh new guy
This is me

Scars
Carefully concealed

Crazy
Held in check

Drama
Politely hidden

Paranoia
Dismissed quietly

Reality
Completely ignored

My words
Mean nothing
Ramblings
Of the broken

My thoughts
Are nonsense
wandering  
Of the lost

My feelings
Are silly
Inappropriate
Of the needy

My response
Not required
Unsolicited
Of the unwanted