Living in a cloud full of purple dreams
Suffocating thing
The affect of DOGMA
Overtakes
The beautiful air
That is granted with birth
A shield centers your being
You learn it’s better to be
To be without the I the id or the ego
The roads twist
Traveling through
Different streets seeking shelter
A MOTHER and her unborn child
A ******
The stars align illuminating
The possibilities, shining for the savior
TO REMEMBER
The pains of labor
Amongst the animals
In a stable
Agony
Love
BIRTH
And rebirth
Three wise men
Three wise men
Traveling
Great distances
From exotic places
Three wise men
Three wise men
Baring gifts of
Gold
Myrrh
And Frankincense
To honor
The son of GOD
A baby
Born within a ******

Fears they formulate in your mind
in the shape of gold
and you think you can outrun
what's already been told
looking to find a way through
a forest
painted gold
all you can
materialize
is coal
fears
as you try and find a way
through a forest painted gold.
GOLD
where nothing reflects
truth
a slanted mirror
in search of succession
power
only to interpret
your perspective
or propel ideas
all laid out on a fragile theory
of a market
ready to come crumbling down
or evolve
before the fall
a chameleon
painted GOLD.
_paper and Black Ink

to see into an empty space
and create
is human power
its a rhythm
that keeps a perpetual motion
ideas
and compassion
the thirst for power.
the uprise and the downfall
the fear then a plateau
a stand still
then a gravitational force
omens
that get repressed
it's the psyches fault
it's the cash's fault
it's a standoff
one.
two...
three...
POW
then you doze off
wake up in a cold sweat
constructed by your own thoughts
blind,
starving,
you lash out
a scream
so mean
I do not dare to watch
eyes shut
sifting through
debris
you find a ticking watch
stuck
beneath
theoretical
notions
that become a puzzle
walking through a labyrinth
lost inside a jungle.

Hidden
Behind a pile of dreams
Hidden
From a strange maze
Hidden
Looking only just to a catch a glimpse of your dreams
Hidden
Behind a rock
Hidden behind lies
That never lie
Hidden behind
Sight
Hidden behind evil emotions
I guess if we all told the truth then it would be a different story
I gotta listen to the people preach
But they’re words that have already been spoken
And lies that took a million years just to decipher
Took a million lives just to conspire
Against an empire
An empire
Tell me do you feel your life in flight
Or do you feel caged with no where to go
No way to think no how to look
You just remain hidden
And ill take a hold of the boulder on your shoulders
Wander if you’d listen
Or do you remain stubborn
Behind a maze of lies in your brain having keeping you locked in the inside the same place
I wander if I was just to brave or just to bold
Or just to know
How the show must go on
They call my name
Ive been drinking and smoking
Hoping that my fans feel me
I feel that they are anxiously waiting to feel the power behind my truth
The power that it mf took
The power in the weight of my hoofs
Galloping across a meadow
I stand tall
Worth more than all your ******* fortunes
But so what ?
Hoping that art will somehow take a hold of this
Take control of it
Lock in a cell and make love to it
Roll the dice and have some fun with it
But don’t make the world explode with it

Isn’t it all gravity?
Aren’t we all molecules?
I wander if this feeling
Lasts forever
But I swim away in a sea
A sea
Swarmed
And taken
By seaweed
There is no room to breath
In the midst of the battle for the oxygen
I find myself
Enthralled in a beauty
Far from me
Something I’ve never felt before
Something I’ve only ever thought were fairytales
I wander
I wander
I wander
Where our skin stops and our energy continues
I wander
I wander
I wander
Where our thoughts stop
And our existence ceases
To be

Dance with me tonight
So that we may be forever lost
Forever lost
In a moment
A connection
Dance with me tonight
So that we may forget
That when tomorrow comes
We shall all be judged
By the color of our skin
And the texture of our hair
The amount of money
We find ourselves with
And the people we surround ourselves with
Dance with me tonight so we may forget
So we may forget
That we are in a constant battle
With the world around us
Dance with me tonight
So that we may live
Live for a moment
Taken by the glare in the eyes
Of a person
Who doesn’t really care
Lets feel our hearts beat to the same melody
So we may forget
That we are in a constant battle with the world around us

How can I explain it's like I was looking at it all
staring at it all thru my head
seeing what it was
as clearly as it was
as mathematically astronomical as it was
as infinite and finite as it was
with the pure facts
as beautiful as it was
as vast and empty
and full as it was
as eternally externel and internel as it was
as astounding and sound as it was
as impossible and logical as it was
and it started when I took 8 billion and divided it into 1000 million eight times so to make it seem like not a lot
to make it seem small
then i took the world and did much the same
so I could see it how it was much as i've done before
and I saw it all once more then it collapsed. collapsed into black infinitely back up into my mind and i was back
and so I realized what it all is.