In my head
I see us
Walking down the beach
Holding hands
Kicking water and
Chasing the waves.
In my mind
I see us
Lying on the meadows
Looking at the stars
Laughing and
Whispering love words to each other
In my dream
I see you
Standing in a black suit
Smiling
Waiting for me
As I'm walking down the isle
In white dress
With flower crown on my head.
But in reality
All I can see is
I'm lying on my very own bed
Alone
Fantasizing all the things
That will never ever happen to me, or
To us