What the hell is wrong with
You and your
****** up mind?

How could you possibly think of such
Terrible terrible thoughts?
You know it's wrong and it'd be
Evil of you to do that.
Very.

You don't want him to
Grieve
You want him to be in
Total regret
You want to watch him

Suffer

Stop it.
Stop it.
I'm not a monster.
I'm not like him.
I will not **** her
Just to get back at him.
I won't.
I won't.
I'm not a monster.

I'm not.

Ahahahaha...

Oh really?
You know it exists.
The Monster *inside you.
It's just waiting to be
Unleashed.

We're just waiting remember?
We're on the waiting list
For the building down the road.

You're doomed.
You're mad.

You're mine.

You always say that I'm beautiful
But I know the truth
Just don't.
Don't.
Don't!
Please, I'm begging you.
Prince Charming -
You're ripping me apart
Stop.

You always say that I'm perfect
But I know the truth
I know what perfect is
It's not me
It's not you
But perhaps we could stay
Forever
Just like this
For the closest thing to perfect was the feeling of that
Kiss

It's not my fault,
That I can't leave the house.
I can't stop
Being self conscious at all.
It's eating me alive.
It's taking my soul.

I wish I could leave the house
As easily as
Every other teen.
I want to be like them.
I wish to fit in.

Most days,
It's hard to breathe.
Most days,
I struggle to eat.

I hate me.
I hate who I am.
I want to leave this shell I'm caged in.
I want to be someone else.
Anybody else.

Reminder:
It's better to be losing her in books
than losing her to someone else.

a.g

I used to believe in loving
Someone forever.

Forever just seemed to end
Sooner than I expected.

loving someone will ruin your life

go to sleep