they all come to watch
eyes ******* me
like i'm some kind of *****
they say they want more then just kisses
and desire more
then late nights at your house.
they want to wake up next to you in the morning
and
leave flowers by your gate.

the thought tickles you
and makes a little chuckle build up in your throat.
the thought of yourself caught up in something
like
love.
so you think to yourself
what a fun little game
why not play along..?
they do play the part well after all

they tell you what they think you want to hear
cram the lies down your throat
And before you can tell them the words on the tip of your tongue
They suffocate you with there lips.
they kiss you with there eyes
sweep the hair out of your face
and hold you tight
and you can see
as you look at them shaking
just
how much
they crave
to touch the only thing that can't be touched


your silly little
                heart.

he wrote you poem after poem
with broken fingers

taught you how to shoot a gun
with the safety on

he

showed you how to love

without
a
heart.

tie balloons to my ankles.
**** the life out of me.
darling, i think you forget to realize  that i'm just waiting for you
to
leave me in shambles

and let me
drift
       away.

please just hold me until the sun dies
or until i stop loving you.
whatever, comes quicker.

you have a sunbeam smile
like all the others
it reflects off your spectacles
and sets

the

    world

       on
fire.

the world is your ant hill
and
you leave me scampering for safety.

your fingers leave
mud marks
on my
skin,
tire tracks
leading
**h
o
m
e
.

the city is on fire.
my photos are burning.
and all i can think of saving is you.