the closer you move
the more my heart shatters
breaking
little
by little
until it will be
nothing but ash
and dust

did i not learn this lesson before?
did this not happen last time?
i should stop looking for love
because it seems that there
is nothing to find

i opened up and
gave you my key
but you ******* up my heart
and left me to bleed

my chest is getting tight
the walls are closing in
my whole body is shaking
i wish i could die
i can't breathe
i can't think straight
    i need to get out
i need to get out
help.