You made me incredibly happy,
smiling at my phone constantly,
late night phone calls with anxious laughs,

But then again,
you make me the saddest,
clouded thoughts of you and I,
replaying that one night,
over and
over

I'm still trying to figure out how you have that control over me-
to make me the happiest iv'e ever been,
but also the saddest.

From you I learnt
that true love was
and endless cycle
of hello and good night.

Yet you and I
were stuck in a vortex
of stay and goodbye.

of all the simple things

that makes my heart happy,

you are the only one

full of complexities