Dark, always dark
The walls are painted by blood
So scared as the brilliant red
Drips in an uneven path
Stopping at my shaking legs
Slightly aware of my freshly sliced wrist
Everything begins to fade out to grey
I want to pass out
But the voices in my head screams
Telling me to open my eyes
Write the lies on the wall
Repent for your sins
It screams in my head
And as I push at it
Trying to escape
My skin tears open slowly
This time it's me whose screaming
Begging, pleading
Write the lies on the wall
Inside my head they scream
I want to move but the pain hold me immobilized
My eyes begin to bleed
I might just explode
As my head throbs
And my skin breaks
Thank god I woke up

Never Give Up On Your Dreams
Unless They're Truly Stupid

I Wonder If You Still Miss Me,
If Pure Thoughts Of Me Still Linger,
I Wonder If You Still Miss Me,
If Our Song Is Still Your Ringer,
I Wonder If You're Brave Enough,
To Blubber At The Thought Of Us,
I Wonder If You're Brave Enough,
To Realize You Threw Away Trust

"I Don't Wanna Talk About It," I Said
"Why Not," They Snickered
Tears Climed Up Into My Eyes--My Mind Reeling,
"****," They Snapped In My Direction,"***** ****."
My Eyes Leveled Onto The Concrete,
My Baggy Clothes Trying To Shield My Body,
From Wondering Gazes,
From Hurtful Words Squirming Into My Heart,
And There He Appeared,
Right In Front Of Me,
His Eyes Cold And Black,
"****," He Murmured,"You *****, No Good, ****"